soaring high

2006-11-11T16:41:00.000+08:00

new blogspot

www.iamkikay.blogspot.com

2006-10-22T21:57:00.000+08:00

thought at the moment:
i don't think i will be derailed basically because this is part of a big vision..

but at the back of my mind:
hindi ba big ang responsibility?

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i need 2-4 more enrollees for shooters..
sabi sakin ni future me to just keep in believing...
so now i will keep the faith and just believe...

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2006-10-18T21:19:00.000+08:00

You'll be able to get rid of an annoyance that has been driving you nuts for days

ganyan kaganda ang horoscope ko sa friendster
funny lang kasi hindi ko naman talaga tinitingnan yan
napindot ng di sinasadya..

i wish i wish i wish i whis i wish i wish

2006-10-11T23:23:00.000+08:00

this week is "make it happen" week ko,
parang i just can't end the day with pending stuff..
kahit 3 na natutulog, or 4am pa basta tapos ang task

flowers for wedding...
chocolate fountain...
coordination...

pero nakakatuwa, kasi nag eenjoy ako..
more than pagod and reklamo..
may mga struggles but then, minsan sa sobrang enjoy di ko na naiisip..
minsan din hindi na ma accomodate ng mind ko pero sige lang, cope up na lang

happy ako...
basta happy ako..

2006-10-06T19:18:00.000+08:00

career is somewhat struggling at the moment,
walang electricity last week
and this week naman, na reformat ang laptop..
most of my files were corrupted daw and therefore hindi na saved..
i need to start collecting files from all over the cyberzone..

anyway, since ayos na naman laptop ko.. and may internet na ako..
konti fixing lang and back to normal na...

medyo busy ako with the pending work
i'm in a stage of testing my knowledge about my work..

hinahanapan ng smallest details...
whew...

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since i'm trying to fix whatever i can fix
pati sa chocolate fountain,
flowers, etc. inaayos ko na din..

hanggang nasa mood.. maximize

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buti na lang saturday na bukas, at wala akong lakad except
dinner out as usual..

2006-09-20T23:32:00.000+08:00

from my last post to this post.
i had been soooo busy...
up the level ang pagkabusy...
now ko lang na experience yung walang tulog and all..
but no reklamo pa rin.
i had fun amidst the tasks i need to accomplish

heroic is now moved to a later date
this broke my heart sooo much
as broke as ayaw ng gumalaw
i'm just waiting for the date for me to submit my letter of intent again.

anyways,i've got so much learnings..
heroic learnings..
learnings about living beyond yourself
learnings about people learning to live beyond themselves also
now i get the real essence of "making difference"
that being committed is not just being present
but being 100% contibuting to make it happen

heroic is not just about seminar of contribution
not just about getting life's purpose
but about 30 great lives

bubi doesn't have any idea about this.
buti na lang he doesn't read my blog
hindi ko alam why i don't want to let him know
actually ayaw ko nga sanang ipaalam kahit kanino...

now im quite back on track with my normal daily routine,
naka rest na somehow.. and looking forward

as of the moment, i'll concentrate first with shooters,
win ko to sobra, that effortless nabubuo ang team,
but i don't want just be effortless, coz now
i wanna give my best..
same as sa heroic.. i wanna make difference and i will make it happen

i've now set my goals
1. to have a vacation with friends either sa baguio or bora
my recreation part of my life is quite deteriorating...

2. to have the flower business moving..

may God bless me with mechanisms...

2006-09-09T22:55:00.000+08:00

aba aba aba, anong nangyayari sa akin ngayon at parang wala akong magawa...
it's saturday night, medyo wala din ako magawa coz, wala rin naman akong supplier na matawagan and wala naman talaga akong tatawagan.
nag email na nga ako kay cheche kahit na kaka email ko lang sa kanya ulit.

i will organize my next week na lang.. hmmm...

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nakakainis na itong ubo ko, parang asthma na hindi...
virlex daw yung gamot, sad to say wala dito sa house at hihintayin ko pa si dad
sya kasi yung bumili...

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watched aladdin jr. kanina,
the play was great..
bitin actually, parang it made me feel like watching more plays..
nakakatuwa din kasi, i see bubi enjoy as well.

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sad ako for sol, yung isang client namin na hindi matutuloy ang wedding because
hindi pa pala annulled sa church si engr.
it's quite hard for me to let this project go
they are both nice and i can't just drop them ng basta basta..

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medyo clueless ako about invites ni manolo,
medyo pinahinga ko sarili ko sa pag isip..
but now ready to face whatever...

2006-09-07T16:32:00.001+08:00

at the moment, one thing is for sure.
my team can accommodate more weddings,
we'll i wouldn't say, we are perfect na or super galing,
of course, may glitches pa rin...
but then, nakikita ko na everyone is giving extra effort, going extra mile
for projects to be okay ahead of time.

now, i've seen bubi na malaki na rin ang natutulong,
all the while i thought na wala syang gana sa work, yun pala he's just waiting for utos from me and jaja.

now i have more hands and time to do extra works..

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i've read small part of think and grow rich...
about the 3 inch to the gold..
and i know may message si God for me..
i just need to be more patient..

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akala ko sira yung blog ko.. di ko ma open
laptop ko pala ang may diperensya...

2006-09-07T16:32:00.000+08:00

2006-08-15T00:25:00.000+08:00

it's been a while...

what's new?
i'll be staffing sa heroic class 26
and also, i'll be head coaching star shooters team 65
i'm now trying to be as committed sa OIKOS, CHOIR and BOAT

ngayon ko naisip na totoo yung
with great power comes great responsibility..

more than having lots of money,
my purpose is to be a kikay for others..
mala JOHN MARTINEZ!!

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our Light, not our darkness that most frightens us.
Actually, who are you not to be?You are a child of God.
Your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightening about shrinking
so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We were born to make manifestthe glory of God that is within us.
It is not in some of us; it is in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine,
we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear,
our presence automatically liberates others.

Nelson Mandela1994 Inaugural Speech

2006-07-28T03:08:00.000+08:00

3am na..
im still awake..
i still have work tom..
nothing new ...
kaya lang wala naman talaga akong ginagawa...

haven't done my things to do ko for tom...
alam kong hindi ako makakatulog without doing it...

im addicted to smallville right now..
cutey si lana..
wishing na sana tama yung kutob ko na may hint na si mom about bubi..
and hindi na sya nag violent reaction..
kung tama nga ako.. i think this is my biggest win...

2006-07-20T19:45:00.000+08:00

currently.... naghohot oil ako dito sa house...
strawberry flavored hotoil..
smells like strawberry naman.. pero medyo mabaho daw according to my family.

nothing really new about me...
minor lang naman..

decided to staff heroic...
a seminar of healing, love and leadership....

2006-07-11T22:28:00.000+08:00

i've just read jaja's blog
well almost same naman yung ginawa namin last week so visit her blog na lang..

www.beingjaja.blogspot.com

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what i have learned..
1. to be ORGANIZED
2. to be DETAILED
3. to be EFFICIENT enough!

values that will help me with life!!!

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happy ako right now, i can do a lot of work na since i usually bring my laptop na sa tektite! na le lessen ang mga wasted time...

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celebrated our 5th anniversary sa saisaki..
eat all you can
bubi and i loved japanese food kasi eh

california maki..
tempura shrimp..

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akala ko mag gain ako ng weight
yun pala nag lose pa ng 1.5lbs
yipee!!

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watched superman sa mall of asia
nakita ko si joisce abiera dun...

gwapo ni superman
gwapo rin si mr. australian!!! super!!!!

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new addiction : bbq flavored popcorn!! as in!!!

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wanna go to mall of asia again...
hindi ko naman naikot eh....

2006-07-06T00:45:00.000+08:00

cagayan trip was great...
di ko expect na mag eenjoy ako ng sobra
super enjoy din ako with the company of yancy, richie, blair, oliver and rachelle.. super silang magkakapatid!!!

had a great time sa bigby's and so-called five brothers!!!

enjoy din naman ako with chocho...

being a wedding coordinator. medyo di ako happy with achi jaja's wedding
pero as a friend - happy ako for them.

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fiesta bazaar, di naman kalakihan ang net income, but i had fun!!

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grabe ang work ngayon
buti na lang at may jaja to help me!
thanks dear sa pagsalo ng work and sa pag entertain kay ate baduy and auntie itim!!

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overall: i'm happy! looking forward sa saturday kahit walang plans...

2006-06-22T00:55:00.000+08:00

still waiting na ma attach files for cheche

thinking of the tips for manila bulletin weddings

1. in lieu of the traditional cake cutting, a more in style chocolate fountain can take its place. this will save the newly weds from incurring the expensive desert section in the buffet table as well as the humongous wedding cake that also cost a fortune.

2. The venue which does not require an accredited catering service can save you at least 10% to 20% in terms of budgeting for your wedding reception

3. Often times newly wed couple has the tendency of showing off by hiring limousine service, an alternative could be to dress up neighbor's driver and borrow luxury car (expedition) frim a well to do friends/relatives.

4. Hire an upcoming gown designer, they can be as good as well known gown designer yet their fee is more reasonable and affordable.

hmmm what else???

2006-06-13T01:19:00.000+08:00

it's already 1:30 and i'm about to sleep...

thank you to june 12 na walang pasok..
medyo naka cope up ako with pending works..
slept the whole morning... sabi ko kasi sleep all you can ako...
kundi lang tumawag yung si ms. angela lim tulog pa sana ako...

anyways, buti na rin na nagising ako at nakita ko si achi magbihis for lilybeth's wedding.. nakakatuwa.. galing ni paul cabral for the gown... *clap clap clap*

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nothing much to worry for tomorrow...
work work work pa rin...
pero at least hindi na stressed...

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i've no plans pa of getting married..
siguro 6-8 years from now pa....
still too young!
marami pang pag iipunan

pero since i'm into weddings...
ang daming details na i wanna see sa wedding ko

1. i want it very intimate 150-200 guest.
2. i want it with swags and with pink lights
3. i want very elegant centerpieces
4. 1 want 3 cakes. alam ko na din design ng first cake. and i know the color of the second cake.
5. i want gary to say the mass.
6. i want the song "ikaw lamang" tapos ng rite and i want the climax, with orchestra singing... - non negotiable
7. st. peter is okay for me.. history history
8. i want my own venue
9. i want my own caterer

so far ayun pa lang....

2006-05-31T20:17:00.000+08:00

ginaganahan ako mag work today.. although sleepy ako always (because of the diet, kulang energy)

nakakatakot seeing my account.. ang gastos ko talaga,
pero i believe that all my gastos lately are all investment..
i need to market my chocolate fountain to earn more...
i hope to get 10 bookings from the 2 fair..
kahit na hindi asap basta i wanna get atleast 10 bookings...

happy ako lately na pati si achi tumutulong...
sana i could concentrate and do more..
yung tipong fully booked everyweek
ehehehehe

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Today is my second day ng second set of phase 1 south beach diet ko...
i've lost only 10lbs last time..
i hope i can lose another 10lbs..

sayang i can't do treadmill today..
nag pa straight kasi ako ng hair last night
bawal pa basain hair ko
kadiri naman if napawisan ako and di ko mapaliguan hair ko for 3 days..
kaya... rest muna..

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happy ako... yun lang

2006-05-24T14:51:00.000+08:00

brown out kagabi...
hindi ako makatulog pag sobrang init....
waaaahhh.... imagine from 12midnight to 6am. sadyang sa oras ng tulog ko..
ayan hindi na ako natuloy mag 168.. sa friday na lang..

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medyo in connection with brownout, late din ako nagising
and therefore decided not to go to tektite na lang..
waahhh bad girl!

in fairness, im doing perfect moments work naman...

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tagaytay trip last weekend was bitin...
but super fun...

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2 anak anakan ko

1 happy - CPA na bro nya
1 sad - lola died

ako mixed emotions...

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new calling card, coming soon!

2006-05-14T23:36:00.000+08:00

nakakainis....

wala na ngang ma provide na kwarto for me
di pa ako makapag lagay ng gamit sa kwarto nila mommy
eh sila naman nagsabi na dun ako matulog.

kesyo makalat daw...
eh maayos naman, marami marami rami nga lang...
di ko naman kasalanan kung marami gamit ko
tatlo negosyo ko,
alangan naman hindi ako mag record,
di ako mag research for development,

aarrrggghhhhh....

i need a room..
take note.. more than wanting to have a room...
i really need it...
mahirap bang intindihin yun???

New Skin...

2006-05-12T01:48:00.000+08:00

i am supposed to post about the youth camp.
kaya lang super detailed sya, boring na...

i super enjoy my new skin,
although i had a hard time dahil nagloloko..
naka ilang ulit ako..
pero happy ako..
for some strange reason, bigla kong naging favorite ang little twin stars...

i found out na kung nasaan yung chapel sa tektite..
ang sarap mag tambay. nasasabi ko yung mga gusto kong sabihin kay lord,
ang peaceful kahit na naririnig yung cars na pasok-labas sa parking

happy rin ako at naisama ko si bheng and amie..
and they were able to pray...
parang evangelization in my most humble way...

2006-04-25T19:31:00.000+08:00

last friday, arl, bubi omar and i
discussed about divine mercy...
now i understand..
and appreciated it..
so much....

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Lord, i come to you
let my heart be changed, renewed
flowing from the grace that i've found in you
and lord, i've come to know
the weaknesses i see in me
will be stripped away
by the power of you love.

hold me close,
let your love surround me
bring me near,
draw me to your side,
and as i wait,
i'll rise up like the EAGLE
and i will SOAR with you,
your spirit leads me on
by the power of your love...

Lord unveil my eyes,
let me see you face to face
the knowledge of your love as you live in me
and lord, renew my mind
as your will unfolds in my life,
in living everyday by the power of your love

hold me close,
let your love surround me
bring me near,
draw me to your side,
and as i wait,
i'll rise up like the EAGLE
and i will SOAR with you,
your spirit leads me on
by the power of your love...

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what's new?

i'm now trying to read the gospel daily and
kahit few moments, nakakapag reflect...

sarap ng feeling...

china

2006-04-20T00:38:00.000+08:00

china trip

sunday
left manila around 4am. we didnt sleep because we started packing our stuffs late.
tapos nung nasa immigration na kami, parang familiar yung family in front of me pero deadma lang
arrived shenzen 8-9am
bad trip, first thing i learned was, tinagusan ako.. aarrrgghhhhhh
and ang dami pa nangyari before i can change pants

we ate first before we checked in....
and ayun, alas naka pag change ako...

rested for little time.. then off to the shopping mall beside train station
before we left, we asked the girl in the front office about the direction
tapos nakita ko ulit yung familiar family.. think ko kung san ko sila nakita
and alas, naalala ko na kami nag coordinate ng debut ng eldest daugther

nung umalis kami, we just handed the paper the front desk person wrote sa taxi driver.. and to find out mali pala yung sinulat nung nasa front desk so sa ibang mall kami nadala...

we rode bus na lang ulit

the mall we wnt to is very similar to tutuban mall..
pero kailangan magaling ka magtawad

konti lang nabili ko
1. necklace original price 80rmb got it at 20rmb
2. ipod original price 350rmb got it at 170rmb

si ervinne, ang daming binili, parang nag panic buying..

nag take out na lang kami ng food and went home na with dad..

nakakatawa lang kasi sabi namin kay dad, na punta sya sa open air area na may fountain. pinaakyat namin sya thinking na nasa lower ground lang sya.
he went up and nakapunta sya sa open air, we can't still see him so pinaakyat namin sabi nya wala na syang iaakyat... yun pala nasa open air parking sya sa may dulo.. magkalayo kami, and magkaiba yung mgapinag uusapan namin.. nakakaloka

day 2
shenzen city tour, we went to wonders of the world for pictorial lang, then jade factory, wala ako sa mood that time ang kulit kulit kasi ni ahia.. asar ng asar na ang taba taba ko na daw eh ano ngayon parang sexy sya.. cha siao talaga pampasira ng mood!!! asar na nga kasi mukhang niraraketan lang kami sa jade factory tapos sinabayan pa ng pambabanas....

ate lunch.. nakakatuwa kasi beside the restaurant is a school! ang cute cute ng uniform ng mga bata, niloko ko nga sila ahia na gusto ko na magka school para yung kids would wear the same uniform...

dumaan lang kami sa waltermart nila kasi maaga pa to go to airport!
nakatikim ako ng kiwi juice sa coffee shop! ang sarap sarap sarap!!! yummy talaga!!

bought
socks kasi kulang na ako 8rmb = 50+ pesos.. mukhang napamahal ako
tsaka 2 small pad of post it = 3.8 rmb each 24 lang..ditop napamura naman ako

after nun nag punta na kami sa airport

day 3 shanghai
city tour, bun, france's area, lunch, jade factory, foot spa, airport
generally speaking everybody felt na waste of time ito!!!
sayang pera!! sayang lahat!!

for 1. the tourist guide didn't talked much about china.. kwento pa sya ng kwento sa manila experience nya
2. jade factory again!!!!! waaaahhhh
3. wala naman sa itinerary namin yung walang kwentang foot spa

ayaw kami payagan mag shopping sa mall!!!

yung france's area lang na enjoy ko...

we arrived beijing around 10pm.
super lamig, nakakita pa nga kami ng snow flakes...
si ahia walang jacket dala!!

maganda yung tinirhan namin!!!

day 4 forbidden palace, tienanmen square, lunch, tea store, shopping
sa forbidden palance, we walked 2 hours...
this is more or less about ming dynasty...
imagine magkakatabi lang ng room yung tunay na asawa and yung mga kabit!! waaahhh....
curtain lang gamit para matakpan yung bed...

tienanmen square naman- marami daw namatay as in thousand nung nag rally before...

i enjoyed shopping..
nakabili ako 2 bags, pasalubong for my staffs, socks, shirt...

day 5 great wall, lunch, panda center, shopping (beijing version of avenida)
nag pa picture lang kami sa great wall, we didn't really climbed up..
naisip namin kasi to save our energy for the pm's shopping which is mas important for us.... ehehehehehe

ahia enjoyed panda so much...
parang baby nya each panda he saw...

wala kami masyadong nabili for the shopping

i bought pens pasalubong kayla abby, agnes and ally and kay ate rose
i bought books (rome, greek mythology, and yung for arlene)

yun lang

erv and ahia experience eating china street food..

actually ako rin...
nung pauwi na

we bought lamb chops, prawns, etc... sarap sarap sarap!!!

day 6
left beijing! bye bye cutie tourist guide!
this time bumalik na kami sa dating guide sa shanghai pero this time he's nicer na kasi nagsumbong na si auntie lynda sa boss nya...

nag shopping kami agad pag balik...
parang avenida naman ng shanghai..
sabi nula dito daw talaga kinopya ni atienza yung avenida..

walang mabili!!!
nag giordano na lang kami with dad.. nakabili ako 1 shirt

had dinner...

day 7
city tour again, pinakita yung old shanghai and new shanghai..
went to eat sa parang jumbo palace ...
then to tv tower pero sa baba lang kami...
went to shop sa big time mall, wlang mabili
so, nag food trip na lang kaming magkakapatid sa coffeebean tea leaf
we had early dinner
then went to airport na for the trip to shenzen

nung dumating kami sa shenzen
di natuloy yung footspa namin
so ayun...
tambay lang

then ayun sakay na airplane going back to manila

yipee!!!

i missed my bed na kasi!!

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girlsgoing18

erv and i are starting na sa raket namin!!!

2006-04-08T00:48:00.000+08:00

i suddenly felt sooooooooooo depress

simple lang naman hiling ko eh..
travel with friends

tapos wala na lang matuloy tuloy...

it was so hard for me to look for friends outside choir
kasi gusto ko 1 group lang barkada ko..
but then i can't get simplest thing i want...

ganun ba ako ka hindi deserving?
shet pathetic!!

waahhhhh

2006-04-05T01:27:00.000+08:00

mga bagay bagay na nasa isip ko

1. Sana ituloy ni bheng yung pagbubuntis nya. i would really pledge sa pag aral ng bata if isa yun sa concern nya.. dito ko naramdaman ang heroic act na pwede kong gawin sa mundong ito.. save life!

2. i know i will reach my goal.. to have 200,000 atleast for my chocolate fountain business by december 2006.

3. So far, nag eenjoy ako with a very simple life. na e enjoy ko pati secret spices. nagagawa ko kahit papaano ang magising ng maaga. - kindda pagbabagong buhay.. more grounded life...

4. i'm challenged and well motivated - striving for improvements in life.

5. i'm in a space where i respect myself and others na rin for being unique.. different...

6. now i see myself being supporter na kahit papaano...

7. facing all my self issues in life...

8. miss my xda na. i want pda pero yung pda lang talaga..

9. beginning to feel strange with vodafone

10. thinking of my prize for myself if i reach 200,000

11. excited for my china - shopping trip..

12. seeking for more fulfilment in life...

13. Longing for a real friend / female bestfriend. - still manageable

14. Looking for a travel buddy.. wanna go bora, hk, bangkok, states, EUROPE!!!

15. malaki laking portion ng debts ko are now paid. yahooooo

16. sana mabuo ko 6,000 for the scholarship proj. i have now 2 contributor

17. can't wait for our tagaytay condo

ayun lng....

2006-03-31T23:36:00.001+08:00

wala akong maisip ma blog...
wala lang akong magawa dito sa net..
pero maraming pending work (paper work)

hmm....

2006-03-31T23:36:00.000+08:00

wala akong maisip ma blog...
wala lang akong magawa dito sa net..
pero maraming pending work (paper work)

hmm....

2006-03-20T00:07:00.000+08:00

thursday - delaying tactics..

we had a meeting with annette's mom at starbucks - timog (daw) at 9am

a. achi is taking a bath pag gising ko.. i have to wait for her to finish..
* one lang bathroom namin

b. when i am about to leave, i called up bubi para sunduin ko sya..
only to find out na tulog pa sya, so i waited for 10 more minutes

c. when i went down, i found out na wala pa yung driver, hinatid si ervinne sa school.

d. we went to starbucks west ave and found out na mali kami

e. we went to starbucks timog and found out na ang tinutukoy ng client ay starbucks t. morato

f. so, finally, dumating na kami!

meeting went well, miss cora and mrs fe pangan were nice..
kwentuhan about wedding but not so much on specific details..
they paid half na! yipee!

ja made design na for my dress.. finally rin...

left bubi with ja, pinaheram ko muna ng boyfriend ko for a friend's safety...
hehehehe.... tama ba naman yun.. heraman ng boyfriend? bwehehehehehe
dumeretso na ako sa tektite...
meeting mas quick...
happy.. it's so nice to be happy...

Friday
di na ako nakapasok sa work.
gising - ligo - sundo bubi - sundo john - get ja's stuff - went to tektite to get
2 pcs whole chicken and griller, ate lunch - wait straight to tagaytay

wala pa akong 30 minutes pumasok sa work and worst is di naman talaga ako nag work

we first drop by our lady of lourdes and took some pictures for manuel...
the church was great pero parang too big for them

then dropped our stuffs sa house

went to caleruega, chapel on the hill, sonya's and ville sommet sana pero close na.

went home na and jang geum marathon na... di ko naumpisahan pero nice panuorin...

nothing much happen for the night...

Saturday
everything seems so wrong, but i was able to cope up
1. my day started with the knowledge na nawala ko ang natatanging orig na earrings ko...
2. had a very short and not good sleep.... pilit na pilit kasi

but ayun. i was able to keep myself grounded sa work.

too bad lang na kahit na 3:30 natapos yung wedding, di pa rin ako naka visit sa ville sommet and nurture spa dahil ang tagal ng pictorial sa gumamela room
and di ko napansin na tumatambay pa pala sa baba mga tao... umakyat na kasi ako to wait.

went home exhausted.
sa sobrang exhausted, i wasn't able to fix erv's cable and ayun nasira

nagising ako ng 3am kasi nagdadabog na si erv sa galit with what i've done...

he even texted me with mura and chuva chuva, na tamad ako to read kaya si mommy nakabasa

Sunday
i made sure that arlene and rommel fixed erv's cable before he wakes up

and buy sila cake with a "sorry"

attended mass pero late ako, used my new watched, ginaya ko time ni bubi..
mali pala..

had lunch meeting with ana sa max, galeria..
super fun kausap si chris, taliwas sa unang time na nakausap ko sya sa phone
or naiilang pa lang ako nun...

attended practice
kahit wala naman ako sa holy week

went to johnina's house.. tour nya lang kami
ang cute ng house nila
44 sq meters lang daw yun
parang hongkong style, maliit yung lote
pero pataas yung house...
they are family of artists...

went to ocean view for a dinner with auntie susan's family
parang st peter reunion
andun si marvin and girlie
andun fiona
and kami..

nakakatuwa kasi parang first time kami nag bonding talaga ni ian
talking about college life and all...
sumobrang daldal ko na nga eh
kaya ang bagal bagal kumain....
at di nabusog towards the end

ervinne texted me again for saying sorry with his super rude text and thanked me for the cake.. sana lang daw black forest.. hhuuuwwaaattt!!!

Monday
Arlene's birthday
pumasok ako as usual...
nag fx nga lang on my way to tektite
nothing much happened sa tektite
maaga ako pumunta sa gelleria
ikot ikot
kain ng kain..
waah kumain ako ng
mini donut and fried penoy + sprite ice

tapos ayun dumating na yung natulungan kong mama.

we ate foods from napolli's thanks arl!
yummy talaga... kaka miss agad

Tuesday
di pumunta si auntie joy,
and also, maaga siya pumunta
we had a bit bonding na rin which is good
i guess, kasi sabi nya papaheram nya ako canyon woods pero sa tent lang..
isip ko pwede na rin for a low budget trip

Wednesday
Di na naman ako pumasok,
alanganin kasi eh
had a meeting 12 noon sa astoria
pero kailangan ng car umuwi before 3 kasi coding kaya ayun sumama na ako sa car...
bad!!

ayun muna so far

2006-03-10T21:53:00.000+08:00

hahahaha! ang saya saya!....
now i know the feeling of having my own...
take note... MY OWN!! laptop..

yabang ba? di naman
masaya lang talaga ako.....
yipee!!!! enjoy na enjoy ako!!!!!!

lahat ng gusto kong gamit last year nakuha ko na...
1 na lang kulang... vacation with friends!!
and i'm pretty sure... meron... malapit na!

saan kaya???

2006-03-08T16:45:00.000+08:00

whenever i ride fx
i choose backseat...
smaller space kaya hindi pinagsisiksikan ang tao...
hindi ako na sa sandwich therefore i feel more relaxed

most of the time i take short naps..
ewan ko ba pero nakakaantok talga

pero sometimes if may nagkukuwentuhan,
can't help but to listen to their kwentos na rin

kanina was the second time
na parang kasali talaga ako sa kwentuhan
i think ana and i forgot the name of the other one.. parang rachelle lee
works in a call center
they are talking about calls
getting appointments

and with thier eyes, bagay sila sa commercial ng stress tablets.. sila yung hindi nka take nun..

rachelle's ex is jay
they are still friends

kanina daw, janice is so jealous when rachelle leaned her head sa shoulder ni jay

pero may asawa na si janice kaya

kadiri daw kasi nanlalalake ang bruha..

one time nga daw, sabi ni janice, sige alis na ako andyan na baby ko
to find out si jay lang pala ang pinuntahan...

tapos napunta yung kwento with rachelle

pinalaki daw silang taong bahay lang
kaya nung natutong lumabas eh tinodo todo na
pero since sya ang ate,
she still disciplines her younger brother

she prefer na asa house nila yung friends kaysa umaalis yung bro nya

the other night nga daw
pumunta yung friends ng bro nya sa kanila
ang ingay ingay daw
uminit ulo nya

tapos one time daw
nag chip in yung barkada ng money
to buy food
aba singilin daw ba si ana
ayaw mag bigay ni ana
sabi ng friend kay ana "diba kakain ka rin? mahiya ka naman"
hirit naman si ana
bakit ako mahihiya baka ikaw dapat mahiya ako na nga bayad tubig, kuryente and gas...

tapos wild pa raw kasi may nahuli syang couple na nagtatago sa banyo nila

tapos one time daw pinasok si ana ng friend ng bro nya tapos minaniakan daw sya

ala ayun bago bumama fx parang nanginginig sa galit

prentend ako na di ko alam pinag-uusapan nila.. bwehehehe

conclusion
sa mundo ngayon... isa na lang libre
chismis!!!

2006-02-28T23:37:00.000+08:00

i've been so lax lately...naninibago ako..
it's as if i'm not being me..
but i don't know what to do..
got only little work.. or maybe...
there's really a lot of work
di ko lang pinapansin..

2006-02-28T10:38:00.000+08:00

had the weirdest dream..
and not just its weird but super kadiri pa kaya..
di ko na lang i share..

can't think of what to blog..
kasi since last night parang bigla akong na empty..
no agenda in mind..

totoo nga yung sinabi ni tito kokoy,
after shooters, you will get bored if you don't set another goal...

still thinking of what i want..

pero aside from that,
i want to do something that will improve my relationship with God...

2006-02-24T20:52:00.000+08:00

answered prayer..

di ako papasok sa tektite..

i woke up a bit late...
and heard bout the rally around edsa shrine...
consulted my dad if i will go to work or not...
he said

WAG NA LANG.. MAGULO EH...

kaya ayun...
andito ako sa house ALMOST the whole day!

yipee!!!

well, almost lang coz i went to see a prospective client in kfc buendia - taft

bading pala si red!
di ko expected coz lourmie told me na matangkad and gwapo etc. etc..
conversation went well kahit hingi ng hingi ng discount
pero.. things went upside down when their tita joined us..
i tried myself to keep grounded pero kakainis talaga...
PA-CUTE!!!

kesyo tutulong daw sya kaya dapat swelduhan namin sya
luluto na lang daw sya pag nag occular kami para may discount...
the heck... ano ba....
hinayaan ko na lang tuloy sila john mag salita.

~~~

grabe! parang wala akong magawa today..
wala kasi talagang planong gawin eh..

trying to finalize bridal exhibit proposal...
checking on what to do for the clients pa...
iniisip ko rin kung ano pa ang di ko na o organize,,,

malamang mga accounting stuffs yun..
waahhh.....

gusto ko mag vacation...

2006-02-21T21:06:00.000+08:00

here's the link of our dec 30 wedding...
http://joseph-lourmie.fotogra.ph/

and link of one of my choco fountain event...
http://community.webshots.com/photo/541487453/1541504848084066934GHpDSS

finally tapos na wedding ni angie..
one wedding i super enjoyed..
ganda ng fireworks and bellydancer effect...

2006-02-17T00:38:00.000+08:00

someone called me up.
and funny lang because he is getting married and
lourmie referred us kasi daw
we did a great job during her wedding..

i'm so happy to hear this one
sobrang fulfilling.. more than achieving money goal and material goal..
kasi kakayahan ko ang napuri..

sobrang saya!!!

~~~

how God answered my prayer in a slip of his finger

yesterday kasi, i'm quite worried kasi wala pang nag pa book for april, may wedding
i prayed hard before sleeping,

and guess what

kanina..
ang daming inquiries..

Ü

2006-02-15T01:04:00.000+08:00

happy valentine's day...
kahit na mukhang belated na dapat...

i felt relieve....

feeling ko kasi, the valentine thingy wasn't planned well..
and ended up na ako pala sasalo sa mga di nagawa..
which is supposedly work of bubi since sya yung head of this project..

na stress ako kahit simple tasks lang...

and of course, i told bubi na how i felt...

in fairness, nag enjoy naman ako buying flowers last night
kaya lang, minsan nawawala pagka pasensyosa pag pagod na pagod na pagod na
yung tipong gusto mo na lang ipikit ang mata mo..

tapos kamalas malasan.
nawala yung isang tag na iniwan ko lang naman sa table...
di pa nga yata umabot sa limang oras tulog ko..
nawala na..
buti na lang, dad taught me a little business ethics kaya
ayun i will send 2 doz of roses as my sorry..
buti na lang mas mura na now kasi tapos na valentine's...

~~~~

pero nag enjoy ako more on the conversation bubi, john and i had on our way to dangwa
we were discussing possibilities for weding exhibit and yung events venue..

1. we will ask people from st. peter to man the entrance / cashier booth
since sa kanila na lang din naman mapupunta yung pera, might as well sila na rin yung mag tao don. we can give them food on the day, pero wala ng sweldo..

2. sponsors to get
- radio station
- w@wie
- one wedding magazine comp.

- events stylists

di ko sure if we can get sponsors to do the tarps, posters, etc. pero si ja most likely ang bahala dyan..

1. for the vnue naman.
i told john na sana a place where 2 events can be accommodte ng sabay.. like one garden time, 1 naman ballroom type..

2006-02-11T10:42:00.000+08:00

it's been a while since yung last na saturday na ganito yung time ng gising ko..
parang last year pa nga ata....

sobrang saya...
kahit na may naka line up na akong gagawin...

1. ayusin ko accounting ng chocolate fountain
2. call threelogy for myra's videos
3. ayusin ko yung timeline and program for auntie anita
4. aalok ng flowers for valentines
5. make sure na okay yung 2 chocolate fountain bookings ko today
6. arrange schedule ng mga utos ko kay cely for next week
7. text suppliers of angie
8. fax map for angie's supplier
9. ask around yung pang study ko sa b.s.

marami rami rin pala...

last night nag-usap na si bheng and arlene
di pa rin sila bati pero
i know na start of healing na yun...

i know for arlene's side na she's learning...

well, for me what works is yung di ko sila pinapagalitan..
di ko nasisigawan..
di yung dinadaan sa init ng ulo...

~~~
ka text ko kagabi si mark
he's so interested with my lovelife
kahit na wala akong masabi sa kanya
i haven't even told him any story
kaya ayun hinuhulaan na lang nya little by little...

whatever mark!!!!

2006-02-06T22:33:00.000+08:00

monday na monday...
grabeng bad influence talaga itong si bubi
less than 3 hours lang ako sa work kasi pinilit akong mag pca...
waahh..
pero i had fun..
for one.. isa isa na nacre create at na re realize ang goal i've set yesterday...
which is to organize bridal fair
actually, na declare ko na yan nung nag intake ako for heroic..
medyo nakakakilabot lang kasi nararamdaman kong tuloy na tuloy na ito..
in fact, i am going to ask sm na nga tom kung ano ang available date nila..
and at the moment, i'm sure kakampi pa namin yung time kasi more than 1 year pa.. so 1 year in preparation..

almost complete na rin ang study ko dito...
taxes na lang yung mga natitira...

how do i feel today?
happy and fulfilled with shooters
parang a little freedom din kasi sa wakas tapos na.. after 6 months
time ko na to para mag ratsada for my goal...

and kahit na ang kulit kulit ni mommy.. so irritating
ay susundin ko na sya of doing a regular threadmill.. atleast 3x a week
because, like her, i also want to reduce weight din..
minsan nga lang, pag dumada na sya, nakakawalang gana talaga na parang ang sarap na lang manapak ng tao...
that's how controller i am...
ayaw kong na co control ako...
sana maintindihan nya...

anyways...

2006-01-28T21:43:00.000+08:00

medyo bangag ako ngayon...
nakatulog ako kani-kanina...
while i am having my manicure and pedicure session...
parang, i'm still in alpha stage right now kahit na ilang oras na akong gising...

i know i've got lots of work to finish but it seems like i don't know where to start... tonight is supposedly my gimmik night... but everybody is busy preparing for chinese new year i guess, and for bubi's case, he's busy with work...

finally, i bought new notebook already...
i can't find my ideal notebook so i decided to grab other kind na lang..
but with the same specs... ewan ko ba... simple things... but made me feel confused..
whattaheck!.......

~~~

our next 3 weddings are almost done already in terms of preparation... yipee!!!
i could bravely say that we're ready for new clients..
we actually had several client meetings...
i hope they would book us...
for more opportunity
more experience
more learning
more connection
more friend
more money.. Ü

~~~
i will be in glorietta tom am. for an exhibit where i am not 100% ready...
i just had my flyers and the product itself..

will be bringing ervinne's table and old linen..
forgot to buy manila paper... (oh shit!!)

what else can i bring??

hmm think think think.....

~~~

shooters team 62 program will soon end..
i'm happy to be able to get good venue for the closing ceremony..
i feel that i can stand firm, believing that i did something great...
something i can be proud of...

nice venue..
garden surrounding...
with little falls...
not so expensive...
good food..
what more can you ask for? whehehehe...

2006-01-20T01:38:00.000+08:00

yey! i might go to cdo this coming june..

a friend there is getting married kasi
and would like to rent my chocolate fountain

akala ko nung una, she wants to rent to make money
yun pala... sya na yung ikakasal...
medyo funny talaga

di ko sure if i want this to happen...

parang if ever kasi.. breakthrough ito and at the same time completion..
anyways, pwede rin.. tapos picture all you can lang kami ng kasama ko..
yipee...

~~~

just got home from a small gathering
i am actually obliged to be there..
ayaw ko sana.. marami pa akong work...
puyat puyat...

pero pumunta na rin ako...
and di ko expect na..
i would enjoy....

natutuwa lang ako for letting myself experience this..
medyo matagal tagal na since nag attend ako ng party na enjoy..

and all of a sudden natutuwa akong ka kwentuhan si kate...
tungkol na kasi sa wedding and goal eh...

Ü

ngarag start of the day that ends as swerte day

2006-01-18T20:40:00.000+08:00

kanina natulog ako 4am na...
confident na pwedeng mahaba haba ang tulog kasi gabi pa ang meeting...

tapos, nagising ako around 730 kasi nag re ready na si mommy
akala ko 10 something na kasi ganun time sya usually nag re-ready bumaba..
so tayo ako and napansin kong 730 pa lang..
when i was able to go back sa sleep, i've heard message tones from my phone
aba, marami raming message na pala..
and one of the message was: coaches asan na kayo, 7am meeting mc cafe
BIG OOOOPPPPSSSSS!!!

ala, ayan bangon ako... madalian
ligo agad..

baba agad..

alas, walang driver....
inutusan pala ni dad...

mom is about to leave na rin ...
papuntang tagaytay..

so no choice but takbo sa main street to get taxi..
daming dumadaan pero panay may sakay....

and ayun... biglang dumaan si mommy, naawa at sinabay ako..

arrived at mc cafe 815 na..
super nakakahiya...
buti na lang natapos aad yung meeting...

...

after that, dropped by security bank, paseo..
left checks kay jeff and ayun..
no need to fill up deposit slips.. yehey.. medyo tamad ako sa ganyan eh

...

tapos punta ako kay lincoln, pero...
since nagmadali ako, i forgot to print the paper na i'm supposed to give him
pero since mahal pamasahe and kulang na ng time..
nag hanap na lang ako ng unang internet cafe.. inside glorietta..

30 pesos for 30 mins na gamit
20 pesos for printing..

mahal pero well, cheapest i can get...

at the moment, nagdadalawang isip ako if i will absent na
pero sayang naman.. baka matyempuhan..

...

got the envelopes na and ayun 11 + na

arrived at tektite 12:15...

medyo so so late lang

...

did few tasks,
e few lang naman talaga tasks ko eh....

kaya lang uminit bigla ulo ko kasi pasaway sila arlene...
bwiset...

eh kasi naman sabi ko alis na agad..
pero ang bagal bagal nila eh... nananadya pa ata..
bwiset talga!

ni walk out-an ko nga....

...

while walking to the sakayan
mom texted me...

swerte...

1. kasi dinaanan ako ni mommy.. free ride.. yahoooo...

2. erwin called me up, and sabi nya na
sub con nya chocolate fountain...
accredited sya sa isang events venue...
yipee!

2006-01-11T20:35:00.000+08:00

10 pesos na ang pinaka murang manggang hilaw dati 5 na pinaka mahal nung bata ako

70 pesos na yung popcorn sa sm. eh medium size pa lang yun eh... parang 50 lang ang large noon..

grabe...

2006

2006-01-11T20:05:00.000+08:00

ilang beses ko na to sinabi.. and happy with it..
"taon ko nga ito!"
not because alam kong i was born under the year of dog
but grabe.. ang daming nangyayaring maganda lately

1. new opportunity sa unionbank (this i really pray na matuloy)
2. raise sa salary sa secret spices

3. lourmie's wedding went so well... super konting glitches (not on our part naman) pero we were able to do something about it
4. Pinky loved her wedding and mega refer sya sa friends and cousins nya..
5. ang daming inquiries kay ja and sa akin..
6. jeosen is considering our team to be her coordinator... sana maka final decision na sya within the week
7. 3 na yung nag pa book for chocolate fountain (i think more than 3 na nga eh)
8. Perfect moments started the year right.. may plans na.. and maayos na system... konting final touches na lang..
9. darating na new machines ko and the 2 way radio
10. yung plans namin sa suppliers.. nasusunod na

11. darating na laptop ko

12. so far, nasusunod ko yung diet ko.. hindi naman medyo diet.. no rice lang naman.. but okay pa rin yun kahit papaano.

sana tuloy tuloy!

hongkong trip

2006-01-04T21:55:00.000+08:00

Christmas

Hongkong trip
stayed at new world hotel
room 610

hiwa-hiwalay kami ng room
mommy - auntie lynda room 941
ervinne and ahia - 540
dad and ama - 1041

day 1
Hongkong is not as cold as we expected it to be
natulog ako sa bus from airport to the hotel.. kaya medyo hindi ako naka view ng paligid
Giordano can't be seen na sa lahat ng streets
May starbucks na rin around
saw silk ties for only 5 hk dollars = 35 pesos

we went to the stores nearby while waiting for our room
had lunch sa isang expensive restaurant.. nakakahinayang ng money pero masarap naman
went to mongkong for night market

day 2
we went to stanley for shopping, ahia was able to buy 10 shirts.. 140 pesos each
ako naman bought pants without fitting it.. tapos ayun masikip pala!! bwaahahahh
ama became my shopping mate, she gave me beaded bag... medyo spoiled kami kay ama.. pero di naman kami abusado

we went to sogo after stanley, ang daming tao!!
tapos saw a little twin star diary na hindi ko nabili and pinanghinayangan ko
afterwards kasi malayo kami sa sogo na yun

pagod na pagod na kami at this time
pero after dinner.. ayun pumunta pa kami sa jordan..
naku ang pangit pangit...
di kami nagtagal.. although we were able to buy socks..

tapos nag-inuman na lang sa hotel
pero since hindi ako alcoholic.. soda na lang sa akin

day 3
disney day..
sobrang picture lang kami ng picture
and shopping ng shopping inside.. kahit panay keychain lang ang nabili namin
sayang lang umulan!!!

marami nagsabi di daw maganda disney
pero we had so much fun!

day 4
we went to ocean terminal.. ibang iba na itsura
we realized na wala ng excitement sa pagpunta sa toy's r us...
medyo hindi na yata talaga kami bata
pero bumili kami ng monopoly na hongkong version

ate at ruth's chris... pinoy yung manager!!!

after lunch.. prepare na kami para umuwi
pagod na pagod pa kami...

2005-12-10T16:27:00.001+08:00

out of no where
naisip ko na dati dati
akala ko lahat ng mga mag boyfriend - girlfriend
usually nag e end agad yung relationship
and kailangan dumaan sa maraming relationship bago mahanap yung
mapapangasawa..

pero most of the couples i know..
nagtatagal naman.. including mine..

ewan ko ba san ko nakuha ang ideang yan...

~~~

nakakatuwa si uncle alex and si auntie joy
i felt bad at first nung pinatawag nila ako sa meeting
feeling ko pupunahin yung mga kasalanan ko
but it ended up na binigyan lang nila ako ng ibang perspective sa
mga bagay bagay..

na okay din naman sa kanila even if i coordinate weddings...
for as long as okay yung work ko sa tektite..
dati kasi ayaw nila na may iba akong inaatupag eh
fear nla na baka iwanan ko sila biglaan..

~~~~

happy ako kasi sunod sunod na day
may nagpa book sa chocolate fountain ko

sana wag na mag stop
sana kumita ng malaki

i can smell my new phone
and my new laptop!

Ü

2005-12-01T01:25:00.000+08:00

ang tagal tagal ko na hindi nag po post...
it's not that i don't want to post kaya lang..
di ko na alam kung paano ko ikukuwento mga happenings sa life ko
ang dami dami... super overwhelming....

here are some of the major happenings...

bubi's new work
yes, sa wakas, and compensation wise.. mas okay din..
mas malayo lang nga pero 2 rides din naman so okay lang...
he is still undergoing his training.. sana matapos na training para bigger money..
and so far, i could see na enjoy naman sya...

w@w christmas party
i sponsored chocolate fountain...
ang daming nag enjoy...
ang saya saya...
may mga nag email pa nga sa akin to say thanks lang dahil they really enjoyed it.. ang rich daw kasi..
i'm using pure belgian kasi eh

Mutya and nel's wedding
happy ako with the said event... hindi ko kasi expected na magiging okay kasi half way ng wedding preps nila something came up and parang di na kami magkasundo..
pero knowing what is right, i continued to be as nice... and making sure na nasusunod and client - supplier relationship..

what made me happy?
1. When i saw them while having their first dance.. sobrang romantic... hindi yung mood pero kita ko sa face nila na super love nila isa't isa..
2. i was able to befriend the photographers, videographer and emcee...
3. i believe na successful kami as team...

Lunch with bubi, arl and char
we ate at wai ying.. kwentuhan lang...
nothing happened na extraordinary pero masaya

coaching sa shooters
well, the whole coaching team were saying na ang galing galing ko nung umpisa pa lang... well, i guess they indirectly created it...
napunta sa akin yung pina problematic player...
and stressful.. pero rewarding din naman sa huli...
hoping na maging okay lahat...

sinisipon ako ngayon.. sana gumaling na
i just got my treadmill..
so isa na lang ang wish ko before the year ends..
LAPTOP!!!!

sobrang almost exhausted ako for the last 3 days... siguro kaya nagkakasakit ng konti
pero okay lang.. rest lang naman ang katapat eh..

(arlene.. tom na lang yung three's) Ü

2005-11-27T22:19:00.000+08:00

2005-11-11T00:12:00.000+08:00

last night, before ako nakatulog, i closed my eyes and think of ways to get my goals.. and it didn't took so long for me to realize that all i need is to be a resourceful person.

gamitin ko lang chocolate fountain ko.
look for 20 clients
voila!!!

~~~

nakakainis.. nasa pathetic mode talaga ako ngayon...
erika ano ba!!!!??!?!?!?!

tama ba namang humingi ng _________???

shit... gusto ko ulit mag heroic...
i want to go back to that module..
i want to start loving myself more..
and be able to get every single thing / person i deserve...
and be responsible for it...

2005-11-11T00:06:00.000+08:00

i hope na hindi ako mahuli.. hindi ko
sure kung illegal talaga mag copy ng poem sa internet
pero.. ang gnda eh..
parang ramdam ko..

GOD'S GIFT
One day when God felt generous,
He looked down at me and smiled,
"Since I feel so magnanimous,
I'd like to give you something, child."

He asked me what I wanted,
I said, "Oh, really nothing more,
You've done so much already."
He said, "That's what God is for."

"You have been pretty good," He said,
I know there's not much that you seek,
I will pick a little something,
Just to make your life complete."

With great anticipation,
I looked forward to my gift,
I wondered what God had in mind,
That would give me such a lift.

"This gift," God said, "You realize,
Bears some responsibility,
So, if you accept my present,
You must be willing to agree...

"To offer unconditionally,
A section or a part,
Of more than half of you,
The larger portion of your heart."

"Okay, God," I answered,
"Since in You, I always trust,
I'll meet your obligation,
In the manner that I must."

To myself, I thought, wow, what a gift,
For so much of me, God's asked,
Now what could be so valuable,
That my share was more than half?

With both hands I sought my gift,
I still did not have a clue,
Then God put your hand in mine,
And said His gift to me was YOU!

2005-11-09T20:58:00.000+08:00

monday - one of my most hectic day.. patong patong na sched..
kasi nung saturday ng afternoon may nagpabook ng chocolate fountain and
at that time, hindi pa super complete yung gamit ko..
and wala akong ibang time to complete it kasi nasa bulacan ako and day after
sa tagaytay naman ako pupunta..

so nung morning, i bought dippers, and other paraphernalia..
tapos buti na lang eh supportive itong tatay ko at hineraman ako ng driver and car
to buy chef's coat sa quezon ave.

and swerte na rin na yung attendant ko for this business is matalino..
and she's no other than.. Che.. ang aming maabilidad na maid..

tapos ayun.. nung hapon, nung nag se set up na kami..
tsaka ko lang nalaman na ang may birthday ay si
lito sy.. yung sikat na photographer
and ang guest nya ay yung mga sikat na sa industry..
rita neri, wedding treasures... etc...

kakagulat... di ko expect...

2005-11-06T23:23:00.000+08:00

hindi ko alam if sensitive ako or nagpapakatotoo lang ako...

hindi naman sa pagiging victim
pero yes, nasaktan ako sa sinabi ng isang tao around

hindi naman ako mega affected..
normal pa naman mga kilos ko pero nasasaktan pa rin ako
SLIGHT pag naaalala ko...

bakit kailangan masamain ang pag supporta sa iba......
ni 1% of bad intention wala ako
isang hirit lang... binara pa ako...

sigh.................................

kanina, when i attended mass
i asked GOD something..
di ko alam kung meron na ako nyan ngayon na di ko lang napansin
di ko alam kung funny hingiin ito sa kanya
di ko alam kung makatarungan bang hingin ko ito sa kanya

but i did, i asked for it...

kasi mukha mang nakakatawang hingin,

gustong gusto ko pa rin magkaroon nito...

coz for a lot of times, akala ko meron na ako nyan
pero bigla na lang nawawala...

2005-11-02T23:56:00.000+08:00

happy lang ako today kasi productive ako
and as i see my calendar for the week mukhang magiging
happy ako sa christmas

my dec and january clients kasi are preparing final details na
pare pareho kaming would like to celebrate christmas at hindi
work work and work

gumawa ako ng multiply.. gagawin kong parang album
si johnina kasi eh... ehehehe

092288erika.multiply.com

pero right now konti pa lang yung picture

can't wait to have my vodafone...

2005-11-01T12:52:00.000+08:00

here's my chocolate fountain
hindi pa sobrang ganda yung pic
hindi kasi pantay yung table and
first time pa lang na i try...

and si erv lang nag picture Ü

2005-10-22T00:32:00.000+08:00

at the moment, i'm a bit depress..
lalo na kanina, pero mabilis lang naman ako magpalipas..
wala lang, kasi may topic na napag arguehan kami ni bubi and ended na
nagkakainitan na...
sigh..

tapos parang super duper dami ko pang pending work..
feeling ko nga patay ako for dec 30 to january 14 weddings eh
3 straight week na sunod sunod.
can't wait to have my laptop na para i can do my task kahit wala ako dito sa house..
sinisipag na sana ako mag work ngayon but at the same time, antok na antok na...
lagi na lang ako ganito this week!

pero as i've said before, wala naman akong karapatan mag reklamo
because ako ang nag ask nito kay God.

2005-10-18T19:02:00.000+08:00

happy ako ngayon...

super hectic kasi ng sched ko since last thursday hanggang last night.

thursday - weekly meeting with auntie joy. nakakainis, nakalimutan ko yung promise ko kay alexis.. auntie joy gave me 18k dangling earrings. pag uwi ko tired na mag work

friday - nag dinner kami sa hot rocks (verlyn, popoy, john, ja, omar, jec, bubi and me) sulit yung food kasi talagang nakakabusog... and mura kasi considered steak naman yung kinain namin... tapos we went to greenbelt, inom sila beer while i enjoy via mare's halo halo... tired na pag uwi
jec and i agreed na kahit anong mangyari, tuloy yung fontana
i really needed this, and hindi lang sya yung want.

kasi nung pina evaluate yung wheel of life ko
bokya yung fun and recreation ko
and most of the time it shows kasi i could feel na nalulunod na ako sa
dami ng work and kahit konti gusto kong makahinga..

sat am - nag join ako for a while sa coaches bonding..
nakakatuwa kasi first time ako pumunta sa chinese garden sa luneta..
tapos parang i could feel na enjoy kasama yung buong coaches
parang okay lahat sila for me..
mapili kasi ako sa tao eh

tapos sinundo na ako ni bubi before mag lunch
went to rp to buy last minute na kulang na materials..
like ballpens and yung stick for limbo rock na di rin nagamit.. sayang 300+ pa naman
but anyways...

tapos went to westin na.. everythings okay na ang galing ni ja...
actually, medyo sadya din yon for me coz, i know na super galing nya
pero parang kulang yung opportunity nya to show it
kasi etong si erika na to eh minsan garapal..
hmm.. sino ba kasi yang erika na yan
bwehehehe

happy ako na reception ended early as in 8pm.
yan naman talaga ang gusto ng mga supplier para
maaga makauwi..
planning to go to starbucks pa after pero bumigay na mga katawan namin..

happy rin ako kasi kahit na nakita ko lang si sarah sa day na yun
parang ang gaan... and ang tangkad nya!

rate ko sa birthday ko? di ko alam.. di gumana brains ko nun
pero of course happy naman..

sunday
went to baywalk ng 830 for another coaches bonding
this time complete na kami
ate pancit lang sa may tapat ng figaro..
tapos konting kwentuhan

tapos went to pca na
win ito sa akin ksi
i know nakatulong ako sa psmi office
kasi i was able to present a place
na mura and sulit..
imagine 3000 lang whole day tapos
yung 2000 consumable pa!
san ka pa!!!

medyo sabog ako the whole day
nag uumpisa na mag show yung stress sa akin..
kasi halatang bangag na ako
pero pinilit ko naman na makinig pa rin..

after pca
we went to rockwell to eat sa brazil brazil
1st time ko dito.. grabe lamon to the max talaga..
now im starting to feel na lagot i really need to lose weight!!!

saw kris aquino with james yap
eheheh showbiz..

monday
after work, went to makati for the coaches meeting
medyo nag talo kami ni bubi on our way,
nag voice out kasi ako ng concern
and in a way, i could say na tinamaan sya
and parang na miss nya bigla mom nya kasi feeling nya at that moment
nanay na lang nya kakampi nya

pero happy rin ako kasi
i made sure na natulog kami that night na okay na kami...

re. coaches meeting
nasa akin naka focus yung meeting...
they're clearing my life goal
and happy ako kasi parang affirmation ito sa akin
na clear ako on what i want in life...

lungkot lang ako for my buddy kasi
masakit ulo nya and she seems like namumutla

tapos for me, malaki rin yung learnings ko as coach
because of jolinne!
naappreciate ko na rin ang magtambay sa park

dati kasi i have this feeling na para sa mga mag syota lang yung place
pero cool din pala...

parang okay yung place if you want a quiet place
eh mahilig pa naman ako sa quiet place...

2005-10-07T01:41:00.000+08:00

wierdox client
first time ko gustong mag turn down ng project kasi
weird.. sigh.. pero feeling ko this project could be a learning tool for me

situation:
1. client doesn't want to do requirements for marriage license.
2. she doesn't want to go to arzobispado for permission.
(her husband is not filipino and not catholic!)
3. she wants to get bodhi to be her cater sa fernwoods!! eh hindi naman accredited!

sigh sigh sigh...

~~~~

chocolate fountain..
yes! i have na.. pero i shi ship pa lang dito sa from LA
kailan kaya makukuha? sana soon. nag post na ako ng advertisement..
my goal is to get 5 clients before oct 24..
naku ilang days na lang. kaya ba kaya?

~~~~

bigasan business
makukuha na namin ang stocks by sat or monday..
nakita ko na dito yung palay
bigger grain than the usual dinorado talaga..
ang cute ng itsura!
sana maka benta ako ng marami for my laptop!!!

~~~~

nakakatawa yung oct 15 client ko
hanggang ngayon di ko pa rin nakikita yung face nya
hindi ako sinipot sa production meeting
instead pinadala na naman nya ang kanyang proxy! kakaiba na to!

~~~~

Coaches training
i told camille, na baka pwede nyang i enroll si tita vicky na sa
philippine columbian na lang gawin yun.
cheaper naman eh..
and more convenient for all!!!

sana pumayag..
layo kasi if sa house pa ni jolinne!

~~~~

ano kaya bday gift sa akin ni dad??

2005-09-30T01:41:00.000+08:00

COACHES TRAINING
grabe, info overloaded ako last saturday and sunday
pero ang saya saya.. akala ko at first ako yung pinaka hindi nakikinig pero
when jolinne gave us short quiz on what was discussed..
aba highest ako!!!

tapos nag practice na rin kami ng coaching..
ang saya kasi feeling ko talagang pinaghahandaan itong shooters
kasi psmi wants quality...

naging buddy ko si camille,
and ang saya saya kasi parang click na click kami..

ang saya saya din nung envisioning activity..
super sleepy ako, akala ko wala akong makukuha dun
but it turned out na pinaka malakas yung nakuha ko..
i saw a baby boy.. playing...

sabi ni jr, walang maling vision...
kasi kahit iba yung pinapa visualize..
di pwedeng mali..
kasi yung images we see is what god wants us to see..

and that statement made my faith stronger talaga..
parang oo nga no.. ang galing galing..

anyways, about my vision..
how i interpret it ...
parang, for so long, i've been focused on business lang..
siguro, God wants me to start thinking of my future na may buong family,
siguro rin kasi, God knows how i kept on denying na dadating ako sa stage na yan...
grabe! ang galing!!!

sunday night, nag drive ako
hinatid ko si camille, chams, des and paz
at first kinakabahan ako mag drive
i know that i am accountable na sa kanila
kaya ang bagal bagal bagal bagal ko mag drive!!!

COACHES MEETING
this morning.. 7am sa jollibee park square
dapat wendys kaya lang close pa..
na set na meetings namin..
every monday..
camille and i will host the coaches meeting on oct 17.
para parang birthday blow out ko na
pero til now, di ko pa pinapaalam sa knila na birthday ko yon..

~~~~

PERFECT MOMENTS
grabe, nalilito na ako sa details ng clients ko..
dumadami na sila..
buti na lang may secretary ako...
bwhehehehe..
sana mag bayad na yung 2 na kaka booked lang ..
para di na sila maka back out..

nung saturday pala, may biglaang client kami
grabe, di ko yun expected..
malamang, kaya nga biglaan eh...
pero happy naman
feeling ko lang garapal kami kasi
kain ng kain..
parang invited guest kami..

the money i got.. pinambayad ko sa contribution ko...

~~~~

SECRET SPICES
as of kanina, we set a goal na by the end of the year, we have 200,000 money in the bank... nung kinocompute ko.. super naging confident ako kasi feeling ko kaya pa mag 220,000...

sad lang na since we started our operation late, instead of 10% .. 5% na lang daw muna ibibigay sa akin... oh well, better than nothing...

~~~~

sana maka benta na ako ng bigas..
aiming to sell 500 sacks para makabili ako ng laptop...

good news! by oct 15,2005 debt free na ako
na issue ko na checks..
and so far, tom na papasok yung biggest na babayaran ko..
for quite a long time, lumaki rin kasi akong maraming utang..
ayaw ko na...

2005-09-21T20:27:00.000+08:00

i kindda felt bored..
parang biglang na feel ko lang yun...

pero sa totoo lang, feeling ko maraming nangyari..

si arlene, nagkasakit, at first we thought na dengue
buti na lang, hindi
trangkaso lang pala.. pero nagsusuka
kaya ayun.. akala ng mga tao buntis...
pero hindi nya sure kung totoong buntis sya or not.. ewan ko ba dun
ang gulo!!

tapos super affected ang operations namin
kasi si cely yung pumalit pero twing lunch lang..
ayun... mukha kaming engot
tapos ang baba ng sales..
waahh
feeling ko nag work dito ang to think is to create..
kasi yester inisip ko na sana mag pass na lang itong day na to...
bahala na...

accredited concessionaire na kami ng puno and puno law office
ayun may 2 na meal stub na kanina..
sana dumami para mas masaya

tapos nag-usap kami ni moi of damar regarding badminton session
na im not really into .. bwehehehe

tapos si winnie na di ko naman kilala kinukulit ako for insurance
waaahhh....

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

perfect moments...

well, so far nabubuo na picture for sarah's wedding on oct 15
kahit na hindi ko pa sya nakikita ever...
tapos kinuha din si paula para mag commentator...

sana maging ok...
can't wait to see her.. kasi
parang nakakatuwa on her wedding day baka di ko sya makilala...

tapos si mutya na email na ng program nya..
so far sya yung pinaka ayaw ko na client
ewan ko ba kung ano meron sya.

parang ibang iba sya sa mga clients ko...
mostly kasi malalambing...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

coaches training starts on friday na
can't wait.. ehehhe
na e excite ako mag coach...
kasi kahit na feeling ko mahirap..
mukhang masaya naman...
fulfilling..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

gusto ko talaga mag vacation..
kahit 1 night lang..
rest ba pero i want it with friends
tapos kwentuhan lang..
no beer or alcoholic bev
no loud music
no activity
no work
no any involvement..

sana matuloy

2005-09-17T14:54:00.000+08:00

yehey! ayos na ang dsl..
babawi na ako sa pag read ng email
na nasa 400+ na...

parang ngayon lang ako ulit natigil dito sa bahay....
happy ako kasi marami akong work na hindi ko na nagawa...

kanina naka rest ako
and nag intake na with jolinne
ngayon work
mamaya practice
and fun fun fun!!! para balance ang life!!

magaling na yung sugat ko sa palm...
grabe ang sakit din nun
parang nandilim talaga paningin ko sa sakit.. or pumikit lang ako ng eyes...
bwehehehehe....

2005-09-11T23:36:00.000+08:00

naka prepaid internet card ako ngayon
surfster ang brand.. whatta..
yun lang kasi nahanap ko kagabi..

happy ako kanina
nakita ko si bro. tony
had a little chit chat..
basta ayun.. masaya naman

kanina, wala akong gana magpractice
kasi number one nung si bubi yung nagtuturo ang gulo gulo...
di ko ma gets tinuturo nya
and then nung si omar naman..
ayun tinutukan ang bass..
di ko pa naman feel si...

anyways, worst news is...
nakabangga ako!!!

kasi naman bakit mga pinoy ang hilig
mag bike sa maling lane...
sabi ng guard kasalanan ko raw kasi pagpalabas ng st. peter
nakatingin ako sa left.. eh helloooo
san ba ako dapat tumingin...

buti na lang nagasgasan lang yung girl
brought her to ocampo.. sa may nagtahan
walang bayad
and the girl.. ayaw ng further xrays
so i gave them 500 instead
pagamot na lang siya kung may sumakit pa...
pero pinaka nakakatakot is may bata silang buhat

buti na lang ever supportive su bubi..
kahit tampo ako sa kanya kaya ako umalis..
chicheck pa rin nya ako up to now, if i feel okay na..
takot sya ata na magka trauma ako...

siguro.. it happened lang to teach them and me a lesson

yesterday sinamahan ko si arlene sa dangwa..
sad lang kasi ang konti ng flowers...
pero happy na rin kasi nakapag practice ako mag drive without bubi
and so far okay naman...

2005-09-06T23:06:00.001+08:00

dito ako unizone!!

bad trip na pldt dsl yan ...

ilang araw na kaming walang internet!!!!

myra - marlon

2005-08-29T00:21:00.000+08:00

at this very moment
i am so happy and fulfilled!

sobrang happy si myra and marlon yesterday
and according to myra..
perfect moments daw talaga..
atleast napanindigan namin yung name ng company...

sobrang nakakatuwa kasi appreciative sila pareho
imagine since tinutukan ko ang wedding nila.
nag abono ng malaki laki
they gave me victoria's secret na pabango
8 small bottles na nasa isang black bag

tapos they gave the group 2000 as tip
and gave me same amount din...
pero ubos na kasi pinambayad ko ng utang ko!! waahh....

when we are about to leave the place
grabe super thank you sila ng thank you...

tapos yung mommy ni marlon.. grabe
parang feeling baby nila ako
sobrang happy sya with my service
pinakilala nga ako sa mga ninong and ninang eh...

sobrang overflowing talaga yung happiness ko!!!

anyways, to make a little kwento about the wedding
last august 23 lang namin na meet ang emcee.
and super recommended ko sya!

last august 25 lang namin na book ang sound system na
super heaven sent kasi bulok bulok pala ang sound system ng chateau royale.
*grabe, at first im discouraging the couple to hire sound system vendor kasi meron namang provided na sound system ang chateau royale.
august 24, myra told me na gusto ko ng lights para mag disco disco after which hindi natuloy kasi hello.. sa pinas di po uso yan...
anyways, i called the sound system vendor to ask if they provide lights as well.. oo naman daw so ayun. pero pinipilit ako ni ms chie to get pati sounds para sulit naman daw ang travel nila from laguna to batangas..
bottom line pumayag si myra basta bawasan presyo and ayun..
buti na lang talga...

august 26, off to tagaytay, para mahelp namin sya sa mga hindi pa nya natatapos...
kaya lang ayun pumutok yung tire! at ang pina prob pa ay kakaiba ang knob kaya kakaibang allen wrench din ang kailangan...
we ended up riding tricycle para mahatid kami sa place na pagtutuluyan namin..

night before the wedding we found out na..
1.walang veil ang couple pero we were able to do something.. syempre special thanks to ja!
2. hindi pa nya nagagawa yung assignments nya for the emcee.
3. hindi pa nya naaasikaso yung payments sa supplier
waahhh... buti na lang to the rescue kami..

on the day naman
ayun, we started the day by going to the police station ksi dun namin pinark ang exalta, at iniwan namin ang driver ni dad duon

pagdating ko, john and jec left the house na to bring the things sa evercrest and to assist sa mga needs ng client
tapos ayun, nag dress up ako and a little make up

went to evercrest, called suppliers to inform the room number,
lahat naligaw kasi sa hotel sila pumunta, i forgot to tell them na
nasa condotel kami..

anyways, turned out na okay naman

super bait ni cj and archie na kamukha ni julius babao.
sobrang saya nila kasama...
nung pauwi na joke na nga lang kami ng joke eh...

after the pictorial,
jec john and i went to chateau royale na to check the venue
kakatuwa kasi may mga last minute kaming dagdag na di alam ng couple
like yung butterflies sa tables.
and yung reg form na may butterflies din..

tapos si bubi and si ja nasa caleruega
sayang lang na i wasn't able to see the exchanging of vows.
parang feeling ko nakaka iyak

sayang din i wasn't able to see yung sa mga avp pero
cj and johnson promised us that they will provide us with a copy
yipee!

super okay si myra
ang galing mag pose
as in parang may experience na as model..
ang galing galing nya.

should i write our bubu's
wag na lang...

2005-08-17T23:07:00.000+08:00

yesterday, ang plan ko ay
6:00am - departure going to tagaytay
8:00am - arrival
8:00am - meeting with florst
punta chateau
10:00 - then uwi

pero para sure makauwi ako in time for my tektite work at para di maabutan ng color coding
i left manila 5:00am

pero

1. upon reaching tagaytay... hala.. nag lbm ako
buti na lang nasa chateau royale kami nun..
malinis ang cr and complete with tissue and soap
since considered hotel naman sya.

2. nasira ang car nila myra. natuwa yung AT oil
at ayaw umandar, hindi ako makatulong kasi wala akong alam and at the same
time nanghihina ako bec of lbm

pero

sumabay sya muna sa car namin,
pumunta kami sa sonya's garden
nilibre nya kami..
sayang konti lang nakain ko
and i was amazed with their tarragon tea.
parang ang sarap gawin kasi super easy.

yum yum yung spread na spinach!!

and

pina full tank nya car ko! yipee!!
ang bait talaga!!!

anyways,

nakaalis lang kami ng tagaytay ng 2pm
dahil sa mga pangyayaring di inaasahan..

at..

inabot ng color coding

bubi and i can't decide kung
1. mag stay kami sa cavite, papalipas time while may color coding pa
2. bahala na kung mahuli e di mahuli, if not e di good!
3. iiwanan namin ang car wherever at babalikan na lang kasi kailangan ni bubi makaabot ng adamson ng 6pm.

hmm...
nag stick kami with number 2
ingat na ingat kami..
keep on reminding him na tutok sa car sa harap para di makita yung number

ang takot ko ay uniwide coastal area
kasi everytime i pass by
sangkatutak ang police

grabe, kawawa si bubi.. ayaw din naman nya kasi mahuli
ayun ang lamig lamig ng kamay and di na makasalita

pero swerte kasi pag dating ng coastal
may 3 na hinuli kaya occupied lahat ng police pag daan namin WHEW!!!

tapos when we reached hp area.
we decided to eat muna snack
at talagang pumili ng mahal
nag seattle's best kami..
well normal lang naman uminom doon pero
syempre save as much
e kaya lang.. parang premyo namin sa sarili namin dahil sa
matagumpay na pagtakas sa mga police..

at ayun.. dire diretso na kami hanggang house!!!
ang sarap ng tulog ko after!!
super tired!

what an experience!!

~~~

win ko kanina
Joisce dropped by!!
ang iksi ng hair nya!!
she looks so angelic
nawala ang pagkamanang nya!!

since natagalan ang usapan
iniwan ako ng mga dapat kong sasabayan
we closed the shop 30 minutes earlier than usual
kasi i need to be in nissan bldg by 7pm

mukhang kakampi ko ang jeepney driver
dahil grabe kung humarurot..
si bheng na laging tulog sa jeep..
ayun di makatulog!

na late ako sa psi
730 ako nakadating
kasi nag drive pa ako
ang sarap ng feeling,
first time ko pumunta sa isang place na
ako lang mag isa nag drive and nag park.
pwera sa st. peter!!!

2005-08-15T23:51:00.000+08:00

status right now:
1. confused.
kasi parang ang dami daming pumapasok sa mind ko
na hindi ko alam if i want or not
example: dad is asking me to handle the bigas business.
october pa naman.
short time lang naman.
and linya ko naman.

backgound: dad borrowed 4 hectares of land.
tinaniman nya ng palay
by oct, harvest time na
he'll probably get 2,000 sacks of rice

pinapaisip nya ako if ibebenta ko sa mga nagbebenta na
or benta ko sa end user.
ewan... ano ba mag maganda.

~~~

parang i want to expand sa wedding industry
ang daming opportunity
pero di ko alam which one to do..

flowers- may manpower na ako
may prices na ako
practice na lang!!!

cake - may supplier na ako
di ko pa ginagawa yung further research

invites si achi jaja.. kino convince ako...

di ko alam which to take!!

~~~
2. busy mode
sa dami ng ginagawa ko!!!
i need to wake up at 4:30.
i need to be in tagaytay by 7am
waaahhh
and i need to be back sa tektite before 3 sana..

sasamahan ko sana client ko sa divisoria sa weekend
kaya lang
kakanta kami ng 10am sa st. peter
may orientation at 1pm
at may party sa gabi

sa friday sana
pero may canonical interview sila.

~~~
miracle

i submitted a letter of intent kay tita vicky
wanting to chief on oct
kasi 2nd anniv ko sa psi

tapos last saturday
naisip ko na oh sh*t
kasabay yun nung last wedding na na book ko
di ko napansin

waahh
priority ko is yung wedding
pero nanghihinayang ako

pero i called the bride kanina
and sabi nya her wedding might change date
MIGHT pa lang..
pero big chance..

rare case ito!!

sangkatutak na wins

2005-08-08T23:46:00.000+08:00

dami dami kong wins today

1. hindi nasira yung prado kahit na lubog na lubog na ung back part dahil sa mga pinamili for secret spices.. first time ko napansin na ang ingat ingat ng driver namin.

2. kaka close ko lang ng another wedding coordination project. she'll be paying us 50% of 11,400 tom 10am starbucks podium. kasi we're kindda giving away 5% discount.

3. the client bought rapsberry frappe for me! yum yum.. tried it few weeks ago, at super na love ko...

4. career high sa secret spices.. highest sales so far. sobrang liit lang ng difference with decadence, natalo ko yung country house. hehehehe

5. had a nice conversation with john, medyo na clarify ako of certain things.

6. im 80% done with myra's rsvp

7. feeling ko bago yung cellphone ko. ang ganda kasi ng hitsura. clean..
pero sa totoo lang. casing lang ang bago.

8. di ako inantok kahit na 2 hours lang yung tulog ko.

9. masaya ako!!!

2005-08-07T20:22:00.000+08:00

at this very moment, i am thankful...
thankful that im already a psi grad...

feeling ko kasi ang gulo gulo ng mga nangyayari
sobrang confused ako..
pero instead of magmaktol and mainis...
hinahanapan ko na lang ng solution
papakinggan ang storyang hindi ko pa naririnig...

and i believe i'm gonna win! ;p

2005-08-07T01:50:00.000+08:00

just got home from divisoria.

tinopak ako when i got home from my usual saturday night dinner out
inaya ko mga staff ko to go to divi and buy vegetble.
hinintay pa namin mag 12 kasi sabi sa akin ni auring na 12 daw ang bagsakan..

super laki ng na save ko..
nakakaaliw!
a kilo of carrots sa paco is 60 and nabili ko ng 25 lang.
yung onion na 60 din nabili ko ng 49... not bad...
and lot more! every saturday na kami mag shopping ng gulay dyan.

naalala ko when i was in college
pinapanuod kami ng vhs about sa mga batang working
as matador and etc.
kasi nakita ko yung mga batang nag bubuhat ng mabibigat ng veggies..
nakakaawa pero naisip ko na well, sanay na rin naman sila..
and ayaw ko maawa kasi baka talagang kaya naman talaga nila yang ganyan..

grabe, happy ako na dad will buy me chocolate fountain na Ü yipee!
pag ship dito i a advertise ko na agad!
hmm.. if riza puso offers it at 12k, magkano ko kaya i ooffer yun?

takaw to the max ako kaninang dinner!
waahh!

2005-07-28T23:45:00.000+08:00

today is a ham-ham day for me
the usual.. work.. kaya lang today late ako sobra
sumabay lang kasi ako kay daddy and kailangan pa nya
tapusin yung accounting nila ni lolit

buti na lang, to my surprise..
okay ang staff ko pag dating ko..
walang harag..

good sales naman..

tapos..
kakalungkot lang na na low bat sun cell ko
hoping that talking to bubi could help me make my ham ham day to be a good day
anyways, buti na lang
had a good dinner kayla uncle alex
yum yum yung foods
busog na busog

and buti na rin
i was able to see garry sa ym
atleast may malokong guy na nag patawa ng nagpatawa

something extra for the day
1. mayet texted me..
2. si bubi ang nagyaya ng meeting... usually kasi ako ang nagtatawag eh
3. tinulungan sila arlene ng janitor ng food court sa pag carry ng super heavy bag ko hanggat makakuha kami ng taxi
4. enjoyed the company of auntie jean and chi-um
5. nahuli namin yung super laking daga..

right now.. i'm thinking of going somewhere
like quezon... i want to relax
stay on a quiet place while enjoying the nature...

hindi naman ako galang tao
i just want to relax

hindi naman kasi relaxing place ang bahay namin
buti na lang mayplans ulit sila mom na pagawa ng rooms para
hiwa hiwalay kami!

2005-07-26T19:17:00.000+08:00

galing kay jepoy!

What are the things you enjoy, even when no one around you wants to go out and play?
-isa isahin ang mga goals ko!
-text / chat with bubi!!!
-WORK!! wheheheheh!

What lowers your stress/blood pressure/anxiety level? Make a list, post it in your journal.

sleep!!!!!

2005-07-23T13:39:00.000+08:00

iba pala pag entrepreneur
kahit na walang pasok ang mga staff
and walang operations
kailangan pa rin mag work
to prepare sa susunod na week na operations

gave up going to divisoria..
anyways, mga kikay stuff lang naman ang plano kong bilhin

sana by today, matapos ko work
para i can "clutter clear" after
medyo makalat na rin ang gamit ko
hirap talaga pag walang sariling kwarto

nakuha ko na pictures ng cakes
well, medyo jologs yung mga pinadala sa akin
pero nakaisip na ako ng paraan
natikman ko na rin..
hindi naman to die for
hindi kasing sarap ng cake ng aristocrat
pero lamang pa rin sa goldilocks
hmm.. not bad..

finally, we turned down the siopao business
mukhang makakayanan namin gumawa ng ganun
at na di gumagastos ng 1.5m

had a meeting last night
update.. update..
nakita ko si april narvaez...
wala lang.. nag hi lang ako sa kanya
dami nyang kasama eh
and im with bubi...

back to work...

mga saloobin!

2005-07-19T23:17:00.000+08:00

yesterday, i found out na nung sunday.. si junerl pala ang naka chat ko and hindi si gary! grabe! super bad trip ito!!! walang kasing!!!
kung ano man yung nasabi sa akin ni junerl...
i guess enough na yun para hindi ko muna sya kausapin for 10 years!!!
buti na lang kahit papaano i have my knight in his shining armor!!!
thanks bubi!!

kaninang umaga, kausap ko si gary,
i really want to talk to him..
well, i only have few people in mind na parang ang gaan gaan kausap,
na kahit na super tagal na kaming hindi nagkita,
na tre treat ko pa rin as one of the best buddy i got!
and of course isa na si fr. gary!!
the best! (bwehehehe hindi naman nya ito mababasa!)
buti na lang. kungdi lalaki na naman ang ulo nun...

grabe, another opportunity is knocking..
panay opportunity na ito..
another business! waahhh nakaka loka..
final say would be from my dad..

naalala ko few years ago,
sabi ko sa sarili ko
dapat before ako mag reach ng 24 years old
may atleast 1 million na ako..

well, im not sure if realistic yun
pero mukhang pinakikinggan ako ni Lord
and binibigyan nya ako ng ways

what a miracle!
nakaka strengthen ng faith!

kanina, nag client meeting ako
im praying na sana ma close namin yung deal.
first time na full coordination kasi
and kakampi pa namin ang oras.
kasi dec 06 pa ang wedding!
although medyo big time kasi jeweller na sikat
ang parents and ..
taga gh north...

the whole weekend
nag iisip lang ako ng kung paano
ko ma i aangat ang sales namin sa tektite, kahit doing good na
and at the same time, lower the cost.
medyo nag blo blow kasi ang expenses namin..

tapos, iniisip ko na rin
kung paano i handle ang mga pasaway na tauhan..
im starting to use my tough tools.

kanina, on my way home
naisip ko na naman si stewart
ewan ko ba, nakita ko kasi sya nung sunday...
kaya ayun.. naisip ko sya...

anyways, ang funny lang doon kasi
parang im coaching myself, as in tinatanong ko sarili ko ng few questions

parang naisip ko nung una,
sana naging kami, kahit sandali lang
kahit na panay away
para mag end na galit ako sa kanya
na.. i would never think and feel those what ifs

and then naisip ko na nung saturday, nag usap kami ni achi
and na discussed namin na life is not about the money we earn but
more or fixing broken relationship

and na describe pa nga nya yung friend na na ang daming sinaktan na tao
as somebody who jumped into the septic tank
tapos pag ahon wala palang tubig

so ayun bigla ko na realize na
okay na din yung ganito
atleast, hindi ako nalubog sa so called septic tank because of that person.

buti na lang may knight in shining armor ulit ako!
somebody na andyan to help me stop thinking about all those what ifs in life.

nakakatawa nga eh..
at first, parang hindi ko ma accept sa sarili ko na
yes, naiisip ko pa rin si stewart at times..

pero with all the conversations i had with my friend, bonnie
ayun lumabas lahat.. and bigla na lang, naisip ko na
shit, erika, kailan ka magpapakatotoo sa sarili mo!!! wake up!
minsan kailan talaga maganda ang pagkakatapos ng isang chapter sa life
mo before reading the next one.

anyways, i think wala naman itong problema.
alam naman ito ni bubi and wala rin namang ibang pwedeng mangyari
because may pamilya na itong stewart na ito..

another news,
ang daming nag i inquire about coordination..
yipee!
ang saya saya!!!

~~~
right now, im wondering.. busy kaya si jaja??
wala lang....

2005-07-17T18:42:00.000+08:00

grabe, once a week na na lang talaga ako nakaka blog!

dami daming pa namang nangyayari lagi..

like today, andito yung dati kong crush! bweehehehehe

anyways, dami nangyari

1. mga tao ko complaining,
di ko naman maintindihan ako ang problema nila..

2. high revenue.. buong week! wipee!

3. happy ako for jaja!! ang galing!!

let's talk about achievements

2005-07-10T16:31:00.000+08:00

long overdue task - achievement na ngayon

1. natapos ko na basahin yung 500 - 600 mails ko sa gmail. yehey!

2. nakahanap na ako ng big vases sa landmark.
got prices na rin and ideas
para sa pinag aaralang table centerpiece prices

3. na email ko na kay michelle yung conforme
nag bigay na rin ako ng ideas
nag ask na for a formal meeting

achievements na hindi naman long overdue

1. na email ko na kay abby yung mga kailangan nyang i print for secret spices

2. na book ko na ang lcd projector ni myra

3. nakahanap ako ng chicken cordon bleu for my cook

4. nag review na naman ako sa weddingsatwork classified to get clients and na email ko na lahat ng naghahanap ng coordinator! Ü

5. address para sa invites ni myra! yehey! buti na lang mabait ako
hindi ko naman trabaho ito! buti na lang hindi alam ni myra itong blog ko!

6. nag print ako ng pictures nung wedding ni mary anne to show prospective clients

~~~

buong hapon ako nasa computer
catching up...
happy ako with my achievements kasi super tambak na trabaho ko

atleast ngayon konti na lang ang ihahabol ko..
at matutuunan ko ng pansin ang ibang mga client.

how i wish i could have laptop and landline na with me
para i can do my thing kahit na nasa tektite ako

buti na nga lang wala na kaming saturday work
lugi kasi eh
imagine 20% lang ng kinita namin nung weekday
yung kinita namin nung sat. to think na
pumunta na yung buong family ni uncle alex para kumain dun ah..
waahh

anyways, here goes ang aking pagiging bias
happy na rin ako sa ganyan
atleast i could do my once in a while vacation!
yipee!

i feel so light!!!

2005-07-06T23:17:00.000+08:00

hay grabe!
daming days na ako di nakakapag blog
parang hindi ko na naaalala lahat ng mga nangyari since my last blog.
mag 2 weeks na din kasi

tektite
sales are getting better...
2nd from highest kami today
3rd yesterday

sabi ng guard kanina, madami dami tinalunan namin.. 6 kasi lahat ng tenant na
nag seserve ng breakfast, lunch and merienda

may new cook na kami
things are getting better pero
feeling ko may dapat pang i correct sa system
para mapadali ang gawain ng mga tao

medyo hindi pa stable ang prices namin
nakikiramdam pa kami sa mga clients namin...

perfect moments
we just had our first wedding last july 2
ang saya saya kasi for me,
successful sobra...
masaya naman yung couple
and i think kahit papaano
malaki laki ang naitulong namin for that wedding..

concentrating now on our 2nd client

madami dami pa ang pending things to do.

psi
i'll be coching this sept!

~~~
excited to celebrate 4th anniv!!

2005-06-27T00:36:00.000+08:00

one week had passed...
ang bilis bilis lang pala pag busy...
and pag bangag all the time...

we had our fiesta celebration kanina.
maganda kanta namin sa bukas palad
and nakakatawa kasi ang lakas lakas ng alto.
di ko alam bakit nagkaganoon eh..

ang dami dami kong wins

sabi ng guard ng tektite na magkaka call center na next month
meaning dadami na kakain sa amin...

i can work na hindi long hour

dadagdagan pa ako ng allowance ni auntie joy! wipee!

sales are getting higher!

nakita ko batchmates ko! kahit konti lang sa kanila.

birthday na ni ja today!
still can't think of anything for her
pero happy ako sa nabili naming blouse sa surplus.
hindi ko inexpect na may magkasya sa akin!
mura pa 179 lang.

psi really taught me a lesson.
kanina when i saw iris.
nag flash back sa akin yung feeling ko when i was still in high school.
yung tipong pinagtatawanan lang nya and all.
pero i was able to graciously say
hi! long time no see!
wala akong pakealam if she thinks bad about me.
yan ang monster na pinatay ko sa breakthrough session ko.
instead inisip ko na lang na
i am in control of my life,
i am happy the way i am right now.
and i believe na at my age,
kahit matagal tagal akong bum
malayo layo na rin ang narating ko
compare sa iba.

next week kalaban ng batch ko sila ahia.
i promised myself to make silip.
hehehe... may hidden agenda ako eh.
i just hope na hindi ito waste of time.

kanina, somebody kicked my car.
nagkadent
naharangan ko kasi ang car nya
hay big room for improvement pa ako...
para di ko yan ma encounter next time.

What you sow, so shall you reap!

2005-06-18T15:30:00.000+08:00

medyo nakakawalang gana mag share ng kwento ko..
bad news kasi...

hay...

well...
we opended the tektite stall last thursday
maganda naman ang takbo..

nung first da.. mga miss tarantatious lahat..
kahit andun si cely ang dami pa ring booboos
pero happy ako to say na

maraming improvements on second day
1 is that, maaga aga namin nalabas ang mga ulam
marami kaming nagawa..
2. na realize namin na hindi na namin kailangan si cely
kasi naka go on naman kami without her dahil late sya,
3. lumaki sales namin

sad thing is that
somebody stole my "lata"
that's where our money is

ngayon abonado ako
almost 12,500 din yun
waahhh

2005-06-10T23:12:00.000+08:00

im waiting for my client right now...
para we can further discuss her wedding..
im happy for her... medyo nabubuo na ang wedding details nya

ooppsss speaking.. dumating na nga sya...

off to tagaytay tom morning... yipee!

pero well.. may mga things na well.. pinapaisip ako a little...

1. gusto ko mag expand ang perfect moments ...
gusto ko mag accept ng flower arrangements..

and here are the factors that made me decide
1. manpower
i can call dennis naman if i need him
tapos pwede si arlene
and to find out.. pati ang cook ko.. mahilig din sa flowers

2. pumayag si arlene for a tutorial...
yipee!

3. hopeful ako na may 1st break! wipee!!!

2005-06-06T14:54:00.000+08:00

NUNG MONDAY PA DAPAT ITO...
mali na type ko
instead na post
save as draft napindot ko!!

last saturday

went to cavite to celebrate paula and jetsson's birthday...
nakakatuwa, sadyang hindi ako nag sunblock...
pero hindi rin naman ako nag expect na magka sunburn ako
pero nagkaroon din ng minor sunburn and small part lang ng shoulders ko...

tired..
tulog agad pag uwi!

sunday
woke up so early.. pero nag idlip din after breakfast so parang walang kwenta ang
pag gising ng umaga... bwehehehe!
atleast hindi ako na late sa mass... yipee!

nag mass din si ikoy! ang aking anak! ehehehe
kaya lang he's so shy to look at me.. ewan ko nga ba kung bakit
but i bought him school supplies pa rin after
as part of my contribution to the world! wakekekeke!

today
i woke up early again... 1030.. early na yan for me...
usually kasi 12 ako nagigising...
usually din pag am.. sabog ako
but kanina after i brushed my teeth
ayun nag start na ako mag work.

inayos ko na assignment ko for
1. janina
2. myra
invites - nag invent na lang ako ng names para magawa na ni phoebe ang mock up invitation.

hindi ko pa natawagan:
malo and caleruega

tapos na instuct ko rin agad ang assignment ni arlene for today
kaya naka pirmahan na ng contract and nasubmit na namin! yipee

tapos si cely naman tumawag na sa bir.. hala.. kung ano ano na naman ang hinihingi! wahhhhhhh!

anyways here's the biggest news
DAD BOUGHT SECOND HAND NISSAN EXALTA FROM HIS FRIEND LACHU.
20KILOMETERS PALANG ANG TAKBO.

AND THE CAR IS FOR ME!!! HOOORAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

2005-06-03T13:58:00.000+08:00

nakakatuwa itong day na ito.

work starts at 3pm

yung cash register i che check lang ni sir gin ng 4pm
since andun area na.. ipapasabay ko na din si arlene para bumili ng chocolates
in preparation for our opening

tapos yung appointment ko naman sa printed matter 3:00pm onwards daw

ayan natulog all you can tuloy ako kaninang umaga..
pero late ako natulog kagabi
thinking on how i can do something creative sa clients ko
4:00am na din ako natulog.

grabe pag dito sa manila bibili ng chocolate fountain 300,000
pero pag sa states 100,000+ lang..

panu kaya ako makaipon ng ganun ka laking money??

2005-06-02T22:44:00.000+08:00

sa lahat ng babaeng walang magawa..

http://quizilla.com/users/cabbagepatchgirl/quizzes/What%20Kind%20of%20Bride%20Will%20You%20Be?/

2005-06-02T14:42:00.000+08:00

just learned how to use the cash register..
madali lang naman...
pero syempre kailangan ko pang sanayin ang sarili ko.
para di magka error on the spot.

feeling ko pagod na ako mag hintay kung kailan ba talaga ang opening ko
we keep on setting a date pero hindi matuloy tuloy
like dapat today ang opening eh..
kaya lang sabi ng bir kulang kami ng form 1905
tapos nung pag submit namin ng form 1905, 1902 pala yung kulang namin..
at dahil dyan nasayang ang isang linggo dahil mabagal din ang processing

feeling ko nga, ang kapal ng mukha ng bir
bago nila kasuhan ang ibang tao
ayusin muna nila ang system nila
kasi yung supposedly sales namin last week
nawala ng dahil sa mga maling pinapagawa nila...
sigh...

sayang i can't staff the first basic seminar.
kasi tumama sya sa first wedding namin..
mukhang ready na naman ang first client namin
very hands on sya with the clients..

last night we went to kuh ledesma's residence / office
to have the food tasting
well, masarap yung food
and maganda yung house nila..
kahit na hindi ganun yung style na gusto ni mommy
kasi hindi maliwanag

nabubuo na ng pakonti konti ang wedding ni myra..
thank god! first project to na ako ang head.
tutok na tutok ako
parang baby ko itong kasal na ito
sana walang papalpak

2005-05-26T23:07:00.000+08:00

sobrang unexpected talaga...

myra and i are exchanging text re her wedding.
sabi ko kasi sa kanya text me anytime okay lang.

and then may na receive ako ng i know na nawrong sent sya
and it goes like this

"alam ko 1k, kasi 12k kung manila lang.. hmmm confirm mo na lang sa kanya tom. pero pag hiningan ka ng 20k okay lang kasi marami naman syang ginagawa."

so i replied

"what is that all about?"

sabi nya

"ay mali, that's for mama, she's aking kasi kung magkano singil mo"

aliw lang ako kasi, we'll tutok din naman kasi talaga ako sa kanya kasi
medyo gipit sa time and she's in california pa right now.

hindi ko expect she would say such thing.

tapos sabi nya sa akin

"sabi ni h2b dami ko daw pinapagawa sa iyo
don't worry pag uwi ko may gift ako sa iyo"

nakakatuwa...
we'll im relatively new in the industry
tapang lang and sipag ang pinuhunan
nangangapa ngapa pa in a way..
tapos ganyan yung feedback na makukuha

sobrang wow!!

nakakatuwa talaga!!!
nakakapawi ng pagod!
and nakaka inspire!

2005-05-24T17:38:00.000+08:00

update...

still don't know date of opening of tektite! sigh...
pero nag wait na lang ako for the permit to use the cash register

today
i bought the cash register already
and bought lots of styro, plasitc cups, etc.

~~~

getting lots of inquiries lately
pero yung isa oct 16
eh may oct 15 na kami eh..
sayang!

yung isa naman sa hair and make up lang.
pero okay lang naman yun sa akin...
kita pa rin yon...

~~~

init init today!
lagkit na lagkit ako...
sarap maligo!

2005-05-19T16:47:00.000+08:00

Today...

Inutos ko sa mga tauhan ko yung mga dapat kong gawin for the sake na may trabaho sila dahil ang patakaran ng auntie ko ay "NO WORK NO PAY"

arlene
submit gatepass for ref.
submit work permit for art

beng
bring tarp

art
receive the ref

doy, beng, amie and arlene
cleaned all the sizzling plate

advantage
1. in a way, na tra train ko sila kumilos withour my instructions
2. naka focus ako with perfect moments
3. naka relax yung mind ko kaya mas makaka isip na ako kung paano magiging mas efficient.

hay salamat!

busy

2005-05-10T00:05:00.000+08:00

nahiya naman ako kay paula at hinihingan na ako ng update! hehehe
kidding!

well, super mega busy na nga ako lately

SECRET SPICES UPDATE
1. soft opening on monday!!
2. nasabunan na namin yung floor and wall and ceiling.. (nag scrub din ako ng floor!!)
3. i have 4 angels na.
dodoy - cook
amie - assistant cook
arlene - server
leziel - server
4. ilalakad ko na tom ang papers sa bir...
5. by friday may cash register na ako!

ON MY VACANT TIME which is konti lang
1. i scout and finalize supplier for my clients
dumadagdag na client namin! michelle ng just inquired last sunday and medyo decided na sya kahit wala pang napag usapang presyo at i re refer nya kami sa brother in law nya.. yipee!

2. singit din ng time for fccy!

medyo routinary na life ko lately...
hindi maka isip what's special for the day...

pero may sweldo na ako at the end of the month! yipee!

2005-05-05T21:40:00.000+08:00

5 days na akong hindi nag blo blog..
been sooooo busy!

1. 330am... nagising ang mga maid dito dahil sumabog ang cellphone ni arlene dahil a one month used battery nya. ewan ko ba. umapoy na nga yung kumot nila, buti nagising if not.. naku lechon na siguro sila..

buti na lang kakilala yung nabilhan..
may chance na mahabol namin at para mapalitan ang telepono nya.

2. nagka ice cream business kami ni ervinne..
very small business. less than 2k ang puhunan.
pero fun kasi after ilang hours 20% na ng stock namin yung nabenta

tapos so far today madami dami na rin ang bumili...
mura lang kasi eh

3. had an occular sa tagaytay
lahat naman ng napuntahan namin okay..
masaya naman.. tiring nga lang

zzz... sleepy

2005-04-30T14:25:00.000+08:00

nakakatawa itong araw na ito.
parang busy ako na hindi.
nasa harap ko ang mga trabaho ko.
ang pagplano sa first ever catering ko.

na i realized na hindi pa ako emotionally prepared for this.
not this time.

pero paninindigan ko na rin.

schedule are as follows

may 4 - papa try ko sa cook ko ang mga recipe
if okay, dadalhan ko ang client nang matikman

mag do down payment ako sa pagrerenthan ko ng materials

may 9 - gagawa ako ng market list

may 10 - bibili sa palengke at mag mamarinade

may 11 - mag luluto and mag seserve

gagawin ko na ngayong weekend ang place card for presidential table para no cramming.

how i wish i can start cooking na for may 11 para bawas work on that day...

2005-04-27T23:03:00.000+08:00

am i fast? or they are just slow?

hay, ewan ko ba...
minsan the only word to stop me from thinking is
"understand"

kasi, ilang beses na ako nag pa quote sa mga suppliers
and ang bagal bagal sumagot...
minsan after a week pa
ayaw na ayaw ko pa naman pinapahintay ang clients ko...

~~~~

when it rains, it pours

can't imagine closing another deal at 3am
bwehehehe
she called me up from california pa kasi eh..

6th proj na namin...
yipee!

1st na out of town

atlast, magkaka wedding na kami ng tagaytay
and calaruega pa... nice experience din ito!!!

kwneto kwento lang

2005-04-26T12:20:00.000+08:00

last saturday

i joined the music ministry eat at karate kid
i ordered sukiyakidon for the first time...

and watched guess who
cute yung palabas...
although of course, i wish he was there with me..
parang in a way, naisip ko na i need to stand on my own din...

i believe na we did well sa mass for monsi
although konti lang kami,
nakanta naman namin ng maayos yung mga songs
especially the latin

prepared din ang lahat for the program
this is new for me,
nasanay na kasi ako na basta perform ang ugali ng mga tao sa st. peter
number 1 idol ko sumayaw si auntie shirley..
ang galing

sunday
kung kailan may enough sleep na ako..
tsaka ako wala sa sarili ko..
feeling ko lumilipad lipad mind ko while on the mass
kaya parang hindi ako sa performance level... bwehehehe

sakit ng paa ko with my new sandals,
nakaka kalyo.

libre food namin ni john
courtesy of my newest client
i ordered salpicao
and john ordered baked mac
ang sarap!!!
super tasty...
and ang mahal!!!

just to find out
300 ave check sa dulcinea...

bought bubi's stuff.. nakabili ng jacket na maganda for only 690.

nagawa na ni erv yung signage design ko
and im having a private tutorial with him...
yipee!!!

lazy monday
hindi ko nagawa yung mga dapat kong gawin
i am focusing na for the tektite since may chance na next week na kami mag start
pero nung tinamad ako,
i started doing things for perfect moments again.
called several suppliers
asked for their referral fees and pacakages...

and as usual, weeknight
watch teleserye..
pati korean teleserye on vcd..
watch til am na...
matatapos na namin ni mommy yung bali...
nasa cd 11 yung natapos namin kagabi..
kahit pangit for many si kang in wook asa ryan kang...
mas gusto ko pa din sya...

naiinggit ako...

2005-04-22T15:28:00.000+08:00

hay, ewan ko ba why lately naiinggit ako kay achi..

1. she has lilybeth.. meaning may bestfriend sya
well, iba naman kasi si bubi..
parang i want to have somebody na talagang matyagang makikinig sa lahat ng
kwento ko.. and someone who would make me feel na special friend ako.. basta
BEST FRIEND...

2. pag gusto nya out of town go agad
lahat kasi walang pera
lahat di pwede..
puros condition....
if masaya mag boracay alone
gagawin ko na

ang pathetic talaga! grrrr.....

Are you there dear lord?

2005-04-21T18:04:00.000+08:00

early this morning.. bago ako matulog.. 3am
i felt like a call from God..
parang, longiness to talk to him...
coz most of the time
thank you lang ang nasasabi ko sa kanya..

sayang lang kasi
nung nag pray ako..
parang no sense na
kasi pumipikit na eyes ko..

weird nga eh.. pero super touched ako...

accomplishments
1.got papers from bir for the cash register
2.i was able to look around sm for the uniform of my employees
3.i was able to visit the tektite yesterday to check kung ano pa ang kulang.
almost complete na kami!

4.i was able to email bernadette .. update on the preparation
5.i was able to email pinky about the packages from the florist. she called me up kasi to ask for this one.
6.was able to answer all inquiries!

iniisip ko lang.. ang secret for me to reach the goal faster
1. wag ng gawin if its not working
2. look for a mechanism that works
3. help as much
4. pray to god

I REALLY WANT TO GO SOMEWHERE

2005-04-20T22:36:00.000+08:00

swerte!
1. sumama ako kay mommy.. actually napilitan lang ako
but anyways, what i got

2 sandals
1 unan
1 hot oil cream
and i don't have to buy plastic cover for my wedding magazine Ü

2. inaayos na ang contract with the tektite
sa wakas magagawa ng yung
papers for the cash register
mayor's permit
business license
etc.

hay.. ang sarap...

I REALLY WANT TO GO SOMEWHERE
overnight!!!

xda mini vs. nokia 7210

2005-04-19T16:49:00.000+08:00

yehey! may xda mini na ako! coming soon!
have to give up my nokia 7210 ...
torn na ako!

LSS.. shocks kapanahunan ni mommy!!

2005-04-18T00:22:00.000+08:00

Angel on my shoulder
cascades

Got an angel on my shoulder
Got a penny in my pocket
And I found four-leaf clover
And I put it in my locket

Wished on all the stars above me
And I caught the nearest rainbow
Gonna find someone to love me
Gonna find someone to love

Well I tossed a lot o' nickels in a wishing well
And saved the fortunes that the fortune cookies tell
I've got a lucky penny and a mustard seed
But a warm and tender love is all I need

And I want a love that lingers
And is stronger through and through
So I'm gonna cross my fingers
That I find a boy to love me true
And I'm gonna love him too

And I'm gonna love him too

atm.. my savior for last night.. hehehe

2005-04-15T13:35:00.000+08:00

yesterday, after ko mag blog, i went to uncle alex' office with larry, to give carpenters instruction about the renovation.

we went to tektite, gave them 200 pesos for their food etc.

and then, i was shocked to find out that only 100 pesos were left in my wallet
and i still need to take a cab to go to qc for our meeting with a client.
i called up dad, but he's in a meeting...
so, i called hotline of bpi and asked where is the nearest atm machine from where i am standing

thank god coz, there's a bpi in the 5th floor of west tower..

.. trying to write in english..

because last night, bubi called up, just to practice speaking in english
so might as well practice with him...
bwehehehehehe

anyway, another win is that
i was able to close a deal last night
our 4th client so far..

tata!

4-14-05

2005-04-14T16:35:00.000+08:00

hay.. busy
nag start na ulit na maaga ako nagising to work

ang dami daming ginagawa
matutulog sana ako ngayong hapon..
kaya lang... hindi kinaya
sa dami ng ginagawa
pero nag blog pa rin

kanina i went to tektite
to get working permit and gatepass
okay naman
mabilis silang kausap

then i went to jackie
asked several questions...
so far nasagot naman ang lahat ng katanungan ko sa buhay...

start na kami mag bayad for the cusa
pero sa may 15 pa start ng contract
and we can have our soft opening as soon as matapos ang construction...

is this real? wahhhhh...
ang dami daming ginagawa..

nakausap ko na rin yung gagawa ng signage namin...
sana makatipid kami...

tapos had lunch sa office ni mommy
ate chicken joy and coffee jelly ng jollibee
nakakatawa si mommy kasi
sabi nya di daw nya malasahan
inabot nya sa akin nung kalahati na yung nakain nya..

went home
prepared for our meeting later..
while chatting on the client
she was so funny
sobrang saya...

sana ma book na namin talaga ito...
ask and you shall receive

Mamang pulis.. sorry po.. di na po mauulit...

2005-04-13T17:08:00.000+08:00

bubi borrowed the prado last night...
so pinaheram ko naman 30 minutes lang naman daw

after ng neo,
john and ja went to pick auntie sally sa st. peter
so sumabay ako para ako na lang kukuha ng prado

and shit i forgot my license
and whataheck.. nahuli kami ng pulis..

they just want to check, parang checkpoint
and when they asked me my license..
ayun..

buti na lang may dumating na taga barangay namin
and he told the police, na taga amin lang yan..
blah blah blah. di ko na narining
after 10 minutes
or making whatever drama
like lbm ako kaya paalisin na nya kami..
finally pinaalis na nila kami
hindi rin kami nag lagay
pero kinabahan ako

nung pinapark ko na yung car sa garage
instead of stepping sa break
na step ko gas...
tapos biglang tapak sa break kasi malapit na sa wall
parang tumalon yung car..

tapos nanginginig lang yun kamay ko...

pag pasok ko sa loob ng house
i pretended na walang nangyari
so, funny na pinipilit ko mag mukhang calm
kahit kabadong kabado na ako...

whata......

CLIENTS

2005-04-12T17:37:00.000+08:00

swerte ko!
may 2 prospective client nakausap ko...

1. gianina sy
pero mom nya nakausap ko

event: Debut
Date: March 2006
referred by: Jennifer Ang
*boss ni jennifer yung mommy ni gianina

2. Pinky

Event: Wedding
Date: January , 2006

part of our long ym conversation

cutes_account: when do you want to meet pala? para we can start preparation na din? malay mo by sept pa lang okay na lahat.. mas maagang christmas vac sa wedding preparation...
pritipinx: oo nga eh
pritipinx: if not last week of april, 1st week of may
pritipinx: pero consider na kita
pritipinx: :)

2005-04-11T14:39:00.000+08:00

pakita ko lang kay arlene...

For your word has be fulfilled...

2005-04-11T14:36:00.000+08:00

Pope John Paul II

Lord, let your servant go in peace;
for your word has been fulfilled:
my own eyes have seen the salvation
which you have prepared in the sight of every people:
a light to reveal you to the nations
and the glory of your people Israel.

Liturgy of the Hours, Gospel Canticle, Luke 2:29-32

wala lang...

2005-04-10T18:40:00.000+08:00

may pinakitang power point kanina sa mass
in memory of pope john paul II
sobrang nakakaiyak, ewan ko ba...

even sa pagkamatay nya,
parang nag e evangelize pa rin sya
it was so moving...

nag start yung mass na wala ako sa mood
but it ended na parang gusto ko lang mag dasal ng mag dasal.

~~~~~
ate with bubi sa jupiter,
of course ako na nag drive
at hindi ko man lang napansin na
flat na yung gulong

so after eating,
sya nag drive going to jaja's place
tapos pinahanginan sa shell
then ako na ulit drive..
yehey..

dumaan din kami sa south super highway
pero this time, im so confident
ang yabang pa nga kasi medyo tumataas na rin ang speed ko
hindi na parang bata yung nag mamaneho!
hehehehe!

nothing special naman nangyari today..

pero well..
marami pa ring wins

yesterday, nag tambay ako sa ateneo for the basic
ang saya saya
lakwatsa kami ni seze
tapos hinatid ako rj and trina pauwi
swerte talaga!